Thursday, December 18, 2008

One month blog!

Its been exactly one month since I last blogged...not that i had nothing to write about...but i just thought what it would be like to put a whole months thoughts into one single post...so..yeah...this post might come across as a bit distorted...irrelevant situations put together maybe...

This month has been good...and a lot of memories created which will last for long...

I dont understand why they have internal exams in MBA....everything is just a formality...and the marks are favoured...on the basis of where you rank in the books of the professors...
MBA is not about marks...not about theory...not about how good you wrote an answer..and if they do realise this...and why dont they do something about it!
A serious pattern change i say...no exams plzz...
I look at the 74% i scored...and it just doesnt mean anything to me...primarily coz i know i havnt taken much efforts to get...
but hey...im not complaining...whatever more you get is yours to keep right! ;-)

The exams came and went really fast...and somewhere i think everyone in the class knew this was an unofficial end to MBA...the last sem is just a formality really...hardly matters...
I havent really attached myself to MBA...so its a serious doubt if i will miss the place...the course...the people...?
Maybe a few people...i really dont know...

Had taken a break to Goa with a few friends some days ago....somewhere needed to be away for a while...
As amazing as the time spent was...it gave me a chance to actually relaise what i have always wanted...people i would like to be around...people i miss...and who really matter to me...

I think the major problem in your life is that there are certain things which you would like to avoid and get away from...and then there are those certain things which you want to keep close but cant for some unknown reason...the essence of life i think...is to blend these two things...
Being where YOU want to be...and what YOU want to do...rather than to bother about how these things (which hardly matter anyways!) will impact your life...
Live in a way that will impact situations around instead...create a world for yourself rather than trying to everytime adjust yourself to something that doesnt seem like a place you should be at...


Not every time in an interview does the Interviewer say this to you...
"You know apart from the profile we are looking for....whatever be the result of this interview...i would first like to compliment you and your parents for the values they have brought you up with..."

That felt really nicee...Called up my Mom and Dad and told them...somewhere...i am glad i could make them proud somehow...
That day was I think the start of a new positive stride in my life...

The way I see it...If i have not done anything wrong till now...and if i have been true...Nothing bad can happen...eventually...everything will be alright...and that feeling hasnt gone since that day...that smile hasnt gone since that day...
You fret about the past...about things that shouldnt have happened....but its nice to face the future with that smile on the face...

Me and a friend were having this conversation about how people should keep things the way they are...and not spoil the relationship that you share with the person at any cost..
like..If you are a friend...keep being a friend...dont spoil it by saying you are in love with that person...it will just make things uncomfortable...and eventually will lead to a break in the friendship because things just got irritating for the person...too much than he/she could take...
I dont completely agree to that...i mean...if that is what is to be done...how else will commitments be formed...Somewhere...when people meet...you always know what kind of relationship you want with that person...denying it...and avoiding it is just foolish and unfair i think...
And if it really makes things uncomfortable...the freindship/relationship was never meant to be...

I was thinking about all the people i know in and around me...and what they mean to be..and i was surprised about how I really feel for some people now...some relationships in life change...but in some cases...the core always remains...no matter what...and it happens naturally...

You need to laugh more. Life is filled with too many problems, to not laugh every day. ... We need to have a sense of humor going into this because it's too tough without it.
Coz sometimes...even though you know how its gonna end...doesnt mean you cant enjoy the ride...

I am loving the month so far...more things to write about...in the posts to come...

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