Whats going on???

When fate is making all the decisions of your life...
its better to just stay shut and watch everything unfold...

wat say?



No matter how "perfect" you wanted things to be....
No matter how much you wanted things your way...for once...just once...
The bottomline is... ITS JUST NOT GOING TO HAPPEN!

No...I am not SAD....but i cant help asking myself "IF ONLY..."

17th January, 2:00 pm: I am taking a flight from Mumbai to Goa.



18th January,3:00 pm: I am taking a flight from Goa back to Mumbai.

It all happened in 24 hrs...
and...Woah....That was one hell of a ride!

I wait for that one moment....

Sometimes you dont feel like sayin anything....writing anything...thinkin or feeling anything...
You hope everything just happpens...
and it happens just the way you always wanted it to happen...with no second thoughts...no regrets...
Life goes on...and you enjoy every moment of it...

Its all abt that one moment isnt it...

One moment you say 'YES' to a person...and you regret it the rest of your life....
But also...One moment you say 'NO'....and maybe you will regret even more the rest of your life!

I read this article the other day about doing want you really want to do and not thinking about how your action is going to change your life...coz you never know what is good or bad untill it happens!

So basically...your action at that one moment can change so many things around you...

Lets take an example shall we...
You are busy into your world...say with friends at a restaurant...
A girl finds you interestin and is thinkin of comin over for a chat...
She gives you a look and you dont bother...

Now consider this...
1)She is very much interested...but she never comes over thinkin it wud be too wierd...
2)She does come over...and may be it cud become the best day of your life...
3)She does come over...but you are least interested...may be coz you hav someone else runnin through your head already...

Consider each of these situations and put yourself in that moment...and just imagine how every stituation changes your life differently...

All these situations revolve around that moment...and that one moment cud change yours and her life forever...or may be that very same moment goes by unnoticed...

The point of all this??
The answer to that lies in this very moment...
:-)

!!! THINK !!!

I saw the new marathi movie "Dombivli Fast" today...
Its an amazing movie...a must watch!!
Its the first movie where i felt somethin from the heart...so much that tears rolled down my eyes!!

The movie makes you think...think abt the present...the past...and the future...
It slaps you on the face by showing how "corrupt" the human mind has become...and how the one who "revolts" against anything wrong around him/her is considered plain foolish and mad...
Something i could really really relate to...

Why keep quiet and give in to all the injustice around....
just because you are ONE against the whole world???
Why the hell should we live the way others "expect" us to live??Why live for others when we have our own existence!

Trash

by Alexandra

You're throwing it away, you're wasting your life.

You're too young to know what decisions to make.
You're too stupid to know what opportunities to take.

You're just a teenager, too rebellious and wild to think.
You're on the brink of falling over the edge.
Don't take a step too far, be cautious,
right now you're on the ledge.

I'm just trying to help, so don't raise your voice.
It's not your choice anymore.
You must do as I say, you can't have it your way.

You don't know what you want.
You can't have what you hunt.

You can't have your own dreams, you have mine.

I couldn't live my life to the fullest,
so I'm going to make yours the dullest.

Don't waste your life or throw it away
because you're living it for me, my way.

Isnt this what really doing....

LIVING FOR OTHERS??

or rather the blindly followin the wrong path because you "think" you cant do anything abt it...

I am pretty sure many reading this might have absolutely no idea of what i am talkin abt...
But do watch the movie...You will see a change in the way things "seem" around you...

Mixed up Health...

Me and my friend were on a visit to a fitness center the other day...to enquire abt the Health club facility (i wonder why guys do this...i mean why the hell cant we just stick to a single gym!!)
So...we were sittin ther..doing wat guys are supposed to do..goin through the facilities provided...and this gal on the other side was telling the prices and the various options we have...Evrything was fine untill she said one of the most embarrassing sentence i have heard in my life...

"So...you both are thinkin of joinin?"
"Yes."
"Ok....we have COUPLE discount till 10th.You pay 500 less!"



COUPLE???
Me and Harry looked at each other and burst out laughin...
Harry corrected her at the instant...
"Oh...you mean there's a discount if TWO people join at a time..."
"Yes Sir...very right.."

Stupid gal...If ya dont know proper English...dont use it!!!
Least dont embarass two very very very very straight guys!!

And if this was not enough...When we were abt to leave...She had to open her mouth...
"Doobaraa jaroor aanaa (Do come again...)"
As if we had just shopped at her flea market shop...

Stupid Stupid gal...

PS:-
I wish everyone a very Happy New Year...

Sorry abt the lag in postings...[Well...I do hav a list of excuses...but lets just get to that later :-)]I assure you from now on i'll be a more regular visitor in the bloggin world...

I am at a stage in my life now where...suddenly...a word "CAREER" has come to of great importance...and all the more suddenly...other things...have taken a back seat...

I duno what is it...is it because others hav got their options right...that they KNOW what they are goin to do 6 months frm now when we pass out as Engineers (miserable ones tho!)....or is it because i am not sure what i am doin and what i wanna do is correct...
I get this feeling always....that i am takin a safer side...a safer option...but is PLAYING SAFE gonna help??

i read this the other day...

"Time is your name for the motion of consciousness.Every possible event that can happen in time and space happenes NOW,at once,simultaneous.There is no past,no future,only NOW!

Its like arithmethic...As soon as you knw the system,you knw that every problem in numbers is already answered.For example....The principle of arithemetic already knows the cube root of six,but it may take us a while...what we call time...maybe a few seconds to calculate what the answer has always been.Which means...every event,every possible thing that can happen in TIME...has already happened!!
Then why do we live through all these experiences in this make beleive TIME if everything is already done, you ask??

The point is not that its done...but that we hav an infinite CHOICE...our choices lead us to our experiences...and then to our result..."

A friend told me this the other day....

"Our life is the outcome of the string of choices we make..."
So true...
Yet...still...the problem is CHOICE!!!

:-)

....with some changes...here n there...LIFE in general...
...You will see them in the posts to come...
:-)

SYSTEM HANG!!!

I am sorry for the long absense...
I hav my exams comin up and hence wont be bloggin much for a few days...
So till then...The bloggin server here is down...and my world for you has paused!

Give me all the luck you can spare...I NEED IT ALL!! :-)

Well...i thot i wud end the post here...but i would like to add some notes i made some while ago in this post as well..these dont sum up to anything...but i hardly hav anything else to write...


I am going to sue Hrithik Roshan!! Damn...he copied my hairstyle for his new John Players ad!!

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7 women and just one guy in a waiting room....talk abt boredome to its max!!

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Some ppl in your life are so perfectly placed! its like....it was meant to be for us to be freinds...
Sometimes...you wonder...what made us soo good friends??

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You wait for that one look the whole day....that you miss a hundred others!

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So much to study and soo little time! [y is it always this way and not the other way round? :-D]

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Others have all the LUCK!

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I cant bear her for more than 5 mins of talk...but shes a very good friend!

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Some professors are soo sweet...and some are soo irritating that you feel like slappin them the moment you see them...

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I have nothin to prove to anyone except myself!

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If evrythin in this world is "fated" and "decided"....i would very much like to change it....and change it NOW!!

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All it takes is just one compliment to bring an instant smile on your face!

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Thers nothin like seeing a smile on your Mom's face...

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I wanna cross atleast 70% this time!

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You are hurting 2 people...

LEAVE HER ALONE....SHE SHOULDNT BE PAINED LIKE THIS...

....AND I CANT SEE HER BEING STRESSED LIKE THIS....

A walk with her....

Why is it so that you say the most stupid things when you with the person you LOVE (i dunno if its right to use this word these days...)
I met her on the way to college the other day....We were walkin...I was sayin nothin...she was awfully quiet...
And i was having the best walk of my life!!
I dunno if it was the silence or it was her...for 2 minutes...IT WAS PERFECT!! And it happened....
I realised that the "pause" was gettin nowhere...and on the threshold...i needed to speak something....something....anythin...and it had to be quick!

I was now beginning to feel as if the silence was because she was uncomfortable...

"You seem nervous today....any problem??",I asked.
"Nervous...naa re....why do u think that??"
"Am i makin you uncomfortable?? Coz i wudnt want that....",I continued.
"No re....nothin like that...."She put up a smile...

After this...i had to move on to something else....u know...change the topic...
And then i said the most stupidest and seemingly the most offending two words in the history of conversation...

"Then why the WORN OUT look?"
Of all the millions of words in english i used...WORN OUT!! [i obviously dint mean that....it just came out of my head...frm nowhere!....well...its difficult to think straight about what you say when u are with the person u like :-D]
"Worn out???" she asked.

Realising what i had just done...
"ok...worn out is not the word...forget it....",I said and we moved on to something else...

I posted this basically to make a note of this moment...frm the "perfect" SILENCE to my being a "perfect" IDIOT!