Why is it so that you say the most stupid things when you with the person you LOVE (i dunno if its right to use this word these days...)
I met her on the way to college the other day....We were walkin...I was sayin nothin...she was awfully quiet...
And i was having the best walk of my life!!
I dunno if it was the silence or it was her...for 2 minutes...IT WAS PERFECT!! And it happened....
I realised that the "pause" was gettin nowhere...and on the threshold...i needed to speak something....something....anythin...and it had to be quick!
I was now beginning to feel as if the silence was because she was uncomfortable...
"You seem nervous today....any problem??",I asked.
"Nervous...naa re....why do u think that??"
"Am i makin you uncomfortable?? Coz i wudnt want that....",I continued.
"No re....nothin like that...."She put up a smile...
After this...i had to move on to something else....u know...change the topic...
And then i said the most stupidest and seemingly the most offending two words in the history of conversation...
"Then why the WORN OUT look?"
Of all the millions of words in english i used...WORN OUT!! [i obviously dint mean that....it just came out of my head...frm nowhere!....well...its difficult to think straight about what you say when u are with the person u like :-D]
"Worn out???" she asked.
Realising what i had just done...
"ok...worn out is not the word...forget it....",I said and we moved on to something else...
I posted this basically to make a note of this moment...frm the "perfect" SILENCE to my being a "perfect" IDIOT!
8 comments:
dude its perfectly cool....all u wanted to do was break da silence...so does it matter if it was somthin stupid....neways she wont even remember it next time u meet her..chill..Boys dont Cry !!
thnks man...
:-)
I sure hope it turns out well for me...
Yeah I can imagine what you must be going through. But you know, sometimes you just, let your heart out. I know I did. I told someone how much I 'love' that person, and it has only been over a month knowing her.. never even cared to know if she was already seeing someone else or not! So yes, sometimes we do what we don't intend to, but it just happens, so I advice you to consider your actions and words rock solid and believe in what you've said/done.. even if its said by mistake.
By the way, I'm doing my Bachelor of Engineering in Computer Science :)
chill chill just chill!! bade bade shehro me choti choti baatein hoti rehti hai.. but hey i must have com 2 coll on friday re.. neva mind.. meet on monday.. and don't u worry.. pyar mein kabhi kabhi aisa ho jaata hai.. not kabhi kabhi.. its often.. she must have had a smile on tat tho..
@aarohi:thnks!
@enigma:Enuf of those filmi dialouges yaar...
:-P
Beautifully written man.. Looks like you've thought about the event a lot since it happened :P
hey Varun...you heard the song...
"You were always on my mind..."
;-)
isn't "Worn Out" too trivial to bother about.. whats the big deal? I find that amusing though :)
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