dunno why...
had decided wont blog till exmas are over...
but today had this sudden urge to write something so...
First paper over today...din go that well...so not in the right mood...
:-(
Lets see what other papers hav to offer...
Thursday, May 18, 2006
Thursday, March 30, 2006
A question with no answer...
It will be over in two and a half months...
The last two and half months of college...
And after that...i dunno...maybe i'll never see her again...
This gal that i like so much...will be gone...
You say you will try to be in touch...but it hardly happens...i knw it....
And it hurts...to know that...its gonna be over...
Harry: "Comeon...forget abt her...Get over her...I mean...seriously..."
Me:"Its not that easy man...and plus...i really dont want to...i really really like her..."
Harry:"Well...thats for HER to realize..."
Hmm....it sure is...its for her to realize....
So...what shud i do....just let her go?
Well...i am not thinking abt it...just watchin what happens next...
Lifes good...But it would defintely have been better with her...
:-)
The last two and half months of college...
And after that...i dunno...maybe i'll never see her again...
This gal that i like so much...will be gone...
You say you will try to be in touch...but it hardly happens...i knw it....
And it hurts...to know that...its gonna be over...
Harry: "Comeon...forget abt her...Get over her...I mean...seriously..."
Me:"Its not that easy man...and plus...i really dont want to...i really really like her..."
Harry:"Well...thats for HER to realize..."
Hmm....it sure is...its for her to realize....
So...what shud i do....just let her go?
Well...i am not thinking abt it...just watchin what happens next...
Lifes good...But it would defintely have been better with her...
:-)
Dilbar mere dil mein kya hai
To jo ise sun leti...
Mere sang jeevan ke kitne sapne to boon leti,
O meri dilrooba tu ban shama...
Aur phir dekh ja jalta hua parwaana...
To jo ise sun leti...
Mere sang jeevan ke kitne sapne to boon leti,
O meri dilrooba tu ban shama...
Aur phir dekh ja jalta hua parwaana...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I have my exams coming up...so i might not be blogging much...
Anyway...i think i need a break...
Like one of my friends told me...
"Your blog is becoming too SAD day by day...life is sad enough yaar...cheer it up a bit.."
So...yeah...me taking a break...maybe till then...the broken heart will be healed...
:-)
Wish me luck! i need a lot of marks this time....for a lot of things!!!
Anyway...i think i need a break...
Like one of my friends told me...
"Your blog is becoming too SAD day by day...life is sad enough yaar...cheer it up a bit.."
So...yeah...me taking a break...maybe till then...the broken heart will be healed...
:-)
Wish me luck! i need a lot of marks this time....for a lot of things!!!
Sunday, March 26, 2006
The change is coming....
Me and my friends were hanging out at the mall yesterday...
I have a friend who will be gone to the US by August...
"So...just 4 months and you are gone yaar....after that...things just wont be same...Nothin around will be same...We might never meet again...."
The friend replied...
"We still got 120 days!!! "
Yeah...everythin is gonna change...hopefully for the better...
Like one of my prof said the other day..."the only thing consant in life is change."
I have a friend who will be gone to the US by August...
"So...just 4 months and you are gone yaar....after that...things just wont be same...Nothin around will be same...We might never meet again...."
The friend replied...
"We still got 120 days!!! "
Yeah...everythin is gonna change...hopefully for the better...
Like one of my prof said the other day..."the only thing consant in life is change."
What Comes Of Tomorrow
To know the joy of a dawning start
Standing there beside your friend on that road to paradise
We say farewell and weep
Knowing they must also compromise
And so we hold them close and whisper in their ear
Please take with you these memories.
Then from the eyes,
Your tear.
Standing there beside your friend on that road to paradise
We say farewell and weep
Knowing they must also compromise
And so we hold them close and whisper in their ear
Please take with you these memories.
Then from the eyes,
Your tear.
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
There are times in your life when u want to be left alone...Not because you are sad...but just because you want to get away from the "routine"...
I am tired of all the insecurities in life...
Someone told me once..."whats the fun in living a life where you knw whats in store for you tomorrow...its the risk of life that makes it worthliving..."
Maybe 10 yrs frm now i might agree to this....but not now...
Definitely not now...
I am tired of all the insecurities in life...
Someone told me once..."whats the fun in living a life where you knw whats in store for you tomorrow...its the risk of life that makes it worthliving..."
Maybe 10 yrs frm now i might agree to this....but not now...
Definitely not now...
Risk
There are no guarantees
Life throws things at you
You can catch or miss them
But they will come, ready or not
I always looked for the real thing
Never trusting in the possibility
Risk-taking not my forte
Staying safe at all costs
Even playing it safe is not certain
Safe has hurt me
Zero risk gets zero gain
Sometimes playing it safe costs you more
It has me,
In not fighting the battle
you may lose the war
In not believing in a dream
You may never sleep peacefully again
So let go of the fear
Reach out for the flame
So what if you get burned
Better that then numb for life
Better to remember passion and joy
Along with the pain and tears
Then to have no memories worth
Remembering
So to hell with safe
I am going to gamble and bet
Until I win back everything I lost
And my life is what it was meant to be
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Life throws things at you
You can catch or miss them
But they will come, ready or not
I always looked for the real thing
Never trusting in the possibility
Risk-taking not my forte
Staying safe at all costs
Even playing it safe is not certain
Safe has hurt me
Zero risk gets zero gain
Sometimes playing it safe costs you more
It has me,
In not fighting the battle
you may lose the war
In not believing in a dream
You may never sleep peacefully again
So let go of the fear
Reach out for the flame
So what if you get burned
Better that then numb for life
Better to remember passion and joy
Along with the pain and tears
Then to have no memories worth
Remembering
So to hell with safe
I am going to gamble and bet
Until I win back everything I lost
And my life is what it was meant to be
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
2 and a half hrs at the coffee shop...
Life moves fast...real fast i tell you...
Sometimes you move ahead...sometimes life races you ahead...
But the best thing to do sometimes is to STOP...SIT down somewhere and TALK...
with whom you ask?
I dont know what life holds for me tommorrow...but i know one thing...i knw everything i need to knw before i face tommorrow...
Atleast i think i do...
:-)
Sometimes you move ahead...sometimes life races you ahead...
But the best thing to do sometimes is to STOP...SIT down somewhere and TALK...
with whom you ask?
With anyone who matters to you...
why you ask?Coz thats the only way to come in pace with life...
After all...what is life without your friends and loved ones walking with you...I dont know what life holds for me tommorrow...but i know one thing...i knw everything i need to knw before i face tommorrow...
Atleast i think i do...
:-)
Sunday, March 05, 2006
Fall In Love...
By Pheonix
The lip is sealed
But the faint smile
And the lowering eyelids
Do give it all away.
Listen, if you have the ears to,
Hear in the clamour of the bangles
The secret behind the glow
The secret she doesnt say.
The spark that sits in her eye
Blushing and gleaming with dreams
The noise of the wind that
In her bouncing hair, does sway.
The fresh colour on her face
The vibrant spring in her step
Makes it all too obvious
It's not just any other day.
Feel the energy that emanates
Feel the positive vibes
Of her infectious exuberence
That'll make u exultant anyway.
She leaves, but her aura doesn't.
Her warmth stays back to haunt
Her unsaid words then lead you to believe
Everyone should fall in love, someday.
The lip is sealed
But the faint smile
And the lowering eyelids
Do give it all away.
Listen, if you have the ears to,
Hear in the clamour of the bangles
The secret behind the glow
The secret she doesnt say.
The spark that sits in her eye
Blushing and gleaming with dreams
The noise of the wind that
In her bouncing hair, does sway.
The fresh colour on her face
The vibrant spring in her step
Makes it all too obvious
It's not just any other day.
Feel the energy that emanates
Feel the positive vibes
Of her infectious exuberence
That'll make u exultant anyway.
She leaves, but her aura doesn't.
Her warmth stays back to haunt
Her unsaid words then lead you to believe
Everyone should fall in love, someday.
One just knows when someone is in love...Do whatever you possibly can...But it just shows on your face...YOU ARE IN LOVE...
And know what...It feels gr8 to knw that YOU are bitten by the bug called love...
:-)
Friday, March 03, 2006
I am so damn pissed off right now....
I hate the ppl who show on their face that they have no problems with you...Talk to you with that pretty smiling face whenever they meet you...
But are ignoring you whenever they get a chance...
Damn you...If you dont wanna talk to me...i am fine with it !! Just bloody say it on my face...
And then see if i care a damn...
Stupid ppl...You care with all your heart for them and all they hav for you is PRETENCE!!
I hate the ppl who show on their face that they have no problems with you...Talk to you with that pretty smiling face whenever they meet you...
But are ignoring you whenever they get a chance...
Damn you...If you dont wanna talk to me...i am fine with it !! Just bloody say it on my face...
And then see if i care a damn...
Stupid ppl...You care with all your heart for them and all they hav for you is PRETENCE!!
Ohh...How i hate it!
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
I cant help....Thinking!!!
Results are out....
and i scored a good 67%
I am really not that excited abt my result...mainly because 2 of my very close friends arent satisfied with their's...and even though it may sound very superficial...but i feel really bad for them...
Both my friends had given GRE this Sem and had to devote a lot of time to it...What i dont get is...ppl who are less deserving than them (and i dont say this just because they are my friends!) have ended up gettin better marks... Talk about everything being FAIR in this world !!!
I know....Theres always a second chance and all that crap...but comeon!! What abt NOW...What abt THE PRESENT!!
I am really messed up these days...messed up because everything going on around in my life is fine...but it just doesnt feel right...
My friend says i am in LOVE...LOL...I say i am being FOOLISH if thats the case!! [Its the same isnt it...being in love and being really really foolish ;-)]
and i scored a good 67%
I am really not that excited abt my result...mainly because 2 of my very close friends arent satisfied with their's...and even though it may sound very superficial...but i feel really bad for them...
Both my friends had given GRE this Sem and had to devote a lot of time to it...What i dont get is...ppl who are less deserving than them (and i dont say this just because they are my friends!) have ended up gettin better marks... Talk about everything being FAIR in this world !!!
I know....Theres always a second chance and all that crap...but comeon!! What abt NOW...What abt THE PRESENT!!
I am really messed up these days...messed up because everything going on around in my life is fine...but it just doesnt feel right...
My friend says i am in LOVE...LOL...I say i am being FOOLISH if thats the case!! [Its the same isnt it...being in love and being really really foolish ;-)]
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
Results Results Results....
UPDATE:(16th Feb)
Stupid Mumbai University....Result postponed...expected in 2-3 days...
damn...the tension!!!!!!!
=================================
Results are 'almost' out....almost because they were supposed to be displayed today....but they dint...so its gonna be displayed tommorrow...thats why the 'almost'....
I know i am sounding too lame...but may be its the mounting tension....
Anyway...
WISH ME LUCK!!!
I wish i get my desired marks...i just sooooo hope i get them!!
Pray for me...byeeee........
Stupid Mumbai University....Result postponed...expected in 2-3 days...
damn...the tension!!!!!!!
Results are 'almost' out....almost because they were supposed to be displayed today....but they dint...so its gonna be displayed tommorrow...thats why the 'almost'....
I know i am sounding too lame...but may be its the mounting tension....
Anyway...
WISH ME LUCK!!!
I wish i get my desired marks...i just sooooo hope i get them!!
Pray for me...byeeee........
Monday, February 06, 2006
The Valentine's Day talk...
Me and my friend today were on a usual chat....discussin the increasing good crowd in the college...and other stuff...like the Valentines day comin near and NO PLANS!!
I hav nothing else to write...so READ ON...and HAVE A LAUGH...
;-)
PS:- There are no "edits" in this post (apart from the names of course....!)
~*Prasad*~: btw....comin back to the "good crowd" topic...
~*Prasad*~: i think its mor of...
~*Prasad*~: well...suddenly the gals in our collge hav caught hold of a new term....
~*Prasad*~: DRESSING SENSE!!
~*Prasad*~: :-D
~*Prasad*~: or rather the sales goin al around are helpin...
sanjai_dr: lol
sanjai_dr: yea....may be
~*Prasad*~: but all the mor....it leaves u with an even mor bad GF-less feeling!!
~*Prasad*~: :-(
sanjai_dr: act..that thin crossd my mind.....abt 14 feb like "arre final yr hain"..."abhi nahi to kab "...but then as usual
~*Prasad*~: 14 feb is not abt final yr yaar....
~*Prasad*~: it abt "NOT BEING IN LOVE!!"
sanjai_dr: yea u hav a pt.....but nothin in engg
~*Prasad*~: yaa man...
~*Prasad*~: btw...
~*Prasad*~: do u think engineerin is just an excuse?
~*Prasad*~: i mean....ppl hav a gr8 time in engineerin too man...
~*Prasad*~: i think we just use it as an excuse coz we found noone...
~*Prasad*~: or rather....noone found us! either ways
~*Prasad*~: LOL
sanjai_dr: well my bro just told me THere are better things in life
sanjai_dr: i said wat crap !!
~*Prasad*~: i agree...ther are man...but comeon...wats mor imp than love!!!
sanjai_dr: showin off !!!!....i think that is,,,,,
~*Prasad*~: ppl say..."get ur priorities rite..." I say..."wats "priorities"for u?" I think i m managing my studies well enuf...
~*Prasad*~: well....one mor Vday will be over...
~*Prasad*~: and i just found out today while fillin the form...
~*Prasad*~: i am 21 yrs 8 months OLD!!!
~*Prasad*~: :-(
sanjai_dr: given a choice with whom wud u go out on valentines frm our coll
sanjai_dr: don say *******...some one else...
~*Prasad*~: well...
~*Prasad*~: rite now...it wud hav to b ******...but thats just coz u hav to choose frm college...
~*Prasad*~: and even ****** will do...
~*Prasad*~: :-)
~*Prasad*~: wat abt u?
sanjai_dr: i liked this gal frm TE i gues...dunno her name...
sanjai_dr: coll me bataungaa
~*Prasad*~: elex??
sanjai_dr: saw her durin fest
sanjai_dr: na..i dunno
~*Prasad*~: okk
sanjai_dr: else ******'s good
sanjai_dr: :-)
~*Prasad*~: well...if u talkin abt whole college...
~*Prasad*~: then....
sanjai_dr: spekin of elex !!!
~*Prasad*~: lets see...
~*Prasad*~: umm..
~*Prasad*~: lemme think...
~*Prasad*~: umm...
~*Prasad*~: cant pinpoint anyone....
~*Prasad*~: depends on who the gal is actually....whether i'll take her out or not
sanjai_dr: yea me too
sanjai_dr: hey hav u talked to ******
sanjai_dr: that ******s frnd?
~*Prasad*~: yaa....occasionalyy...y?
sanjai_dr: i dunno she has this intelligent felin the way she talks
~*Prasad*~: hat re....
~*Prasad*~: :-P
~*Prasad*~: i feel shes a bit "mand aatma"
sanjai_dr: nothin tho..but stiill...its diff frm rest
sanjai_dr: yea may be
~*Prasad*~: hmm
~*Prasad*~: arre yaar...kaash ****** haan bolti...
~*Prasad*~: i wud hav been on the top of the world rite now...
~*Prasad*~: :-(
sanjai_dr: yea
sanjai_dr: k...lets guess who wud Mavani date
~*Prasad*~: ***** **** for sure
sanjai_dr: arre haan...4got abt her
~*Prasad*~: lol
~*Prasad*~: i wish we had PROM in our college....
~*Prasad*~: mazaa aata tha...
sanjai_dr: hmm
:-D
I hav nothing else to write...so READ ON...and HAVE A LAUGH...
;-)
PS:- There are no "edits" in this post (apart from the names of course....!)
~*Prasad*~: btw....comin back to the "good crowd" topic...
~*Prasad*~: i think its mor of...
~*Prasad*~: well...suddenly the gals in our collge hav caught hold of a new term....
~*Prasad*~: DRESSING SENSE!!
~*Prasad*~: :-D
~*Prasad*~: or rather the sales goin al around are helpin...
sanjai_dr: lol
sanjai_dr: yea....may be
~*Prasad*~: but all the mor....it leaves u with an even mor bad GF-less feeling!!
~*Prasad*~: :-(
sanjai_dr: act..that thin crossd my mind.....abt 14 feb like "arre final yr hain"..."abhi nahi to kab "...but then as usual
~*Prasad*~: 14 feb is not abt final yr yaar....
~*Prasad*~: it abt "NOT BEING IN LOVE!!"
sanjai_dr: yea u hav a pt.....but nothin in engg
~*Prasad*~: yaa man...
~*Prasad*~: btw...
~*Prasad*~: do u think engineerin is just an excuse?
~*Prasad*~: i mean....ppl hav a gr8 time in engineerin too man...
~*Prasad*~: i think we just use it as an excuse coz we found noone...
~*Prasad*~: or rather....noone found us! either ways
~*Prasad*~: LOL
sanjai_dr: well my bro just told me THere are better things in life
sanjai_dr: i said wat crap !!
~*Prasad*~: i agree...ther are man...but comeon...wats mor imp than love!!!
sanjai_dr: showin off !!!!....i think that is,,,,,
~*Prasad*~: ppl say..."get ur priorities rite..." I say..."wats "priorities"for u?" I think i m managing my studies well enuf...
~*Prasad*~: well....one mor Vday will be over...
~*Prasad*~: and i just found out today while fillin the form...
~*Prasad*~: i am 21 yrs 8 months OLD!!!
~*Prasad*~: :-(
sanjai_dr: given a choice with whom wud u go out on valentines frm our coll
sanjai_dr: don say *******...some one else...
~*Prasad*~: well...
~*Prasad*~: rite now...it wud hav to b ******...but thats just coz u hav to choose frm college...
~*Prasad*~: and even ****** will do...
~*Prasad*~: :-)
~*Prasad*~: wat abt u?
sanjai_dr: i liked this gal frm TE i gues...dunno her name...
sanjai_dr: coll me bataungaa
~*Prasad*~: elex??
sanjai_dr: saw her durin fest
sanjai_dr: na..i dunno
~*Prasad*~: okk
sanjai_dr: else ******'s good
sanjai_dr: :-)
~*Prasad*~: well...if u talkin abt whole college...
~*Prasad*~: then....
sanjai_dr: spekin of elex !!!
~*Prasad*~: lets see...
~*Prasad*~: umm..
~*Prasad*~: lemme think...
~*Prasad*~: umm...
~*Prasad*~: cant pinpoint anyone....
~*Prasad*~: depends on who the gal is actually....whether i'll take her out or not
sanjai_dr: yea me too
sanjai_dr: hey hav u talked to ******
sanjai_dr: that ******s frnd?
~*Prasad*~: yaa....occasionalyy...y?
sanjai_dr: i dunno she has this intelligent felin the way she talks
~*Prasad*~: hat re....
~*Prasad*~: :-P
~*Prasad*~: i feel shes a bit "mand aatma"
sanjai_dr: nothin tho..but stiill...its diff frm rest
sanjai_dr: yea may be
~*Prasad*~: hmm
~*Prasad*~: arre yaar...kaash ****** haan bolti...
~*Prasad*~: i wud hav been on the top of the world rite now...
~*Prasad*~: :-(
sanjai_dr: yea
sanjai_dr: k...lets guess who wud Mavani date
~*Prasad*~: ***** **** for sure
sanjai_dr: arre haan...4got abt her
~*Prasad*~: lol
~*Prasad*~: i wish we had PROM in our college....
~*Prasad*~: mazaa aata tha...
sanjai_dr: hmm
:-D
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