My blog thinks!!!

Wats on my blog's mind right now :

I wonder where has Aberrant gone...Its been long since his last post...Oooohh!! Now i remember...his exams are coming up...must be busy studying...I hope he does well...
Well...hes been studyin hard...no doubt abt that...
So i guess i wont be seeing him for abt a month or so...
:-(

I'll miss him...

The "ideal" gal...

I hav had a crush on many (raised to infinity) gals till now...
I hav asked out many(again raised to infinty)gals till now...

I never even bothered to look at them again...and beleive me...i hav created such a image around me that gals just dont take me seriously anymore...even if i was to get serious abt any gal...She would surely laugh at my face as if it were just another joke...
Its not that i dont wanna get serious abt any gal...but then if the gal in front of you isnt serious....y shud i be??
True love is hard to find and the one who loves YOU rather than you loving the person is even harder...and i am not that foolish to give it away...but i havent met one such gal...either that or gals dont think i can ever be serious abt LOVE...
Ok...now enough of this crap....half of my blog is filled with it....

I was wondering today...Shud i tell you about the "ideal" gal in my mind??well...wat the heck...here she is...


ok...i knw its Amisha Patel [for those who dont know...she is aBollywood actress...and the cutest ever to hit cinema :-)]
Shes an Angel...isnt she?? :-)
Well...i dont go for looks in a gal....LOVE is beyond looks rite....but Amisha Patel is just soooo damnnn cute!!!(I knw...you wud say its the 'fan' in you whos talkin...but just look at her!!!!)
Well...thats that...my "ideal" gal...sweet isnt she??I could just go on and on abt her...
hmm...well...I wish i get someone atleast close to her ;-)

SPEED UP FIREFOX !!!!

I found this on Paul's blog [nice one...worth a look]...A big fan of FIREFOX that i am i just had to post it here...



Ok, you cruise the internet a lot... And you like Firefox because, well, a lot of things, one of which is its speed. But do you want to make Firefox really speed up? Try yet another firefox tweak that you will absolutely love!!!! You will want to type "about:config" into the address bar. And you will want to change two values in the config file. Change "network.http.pipelining" to true and change "network.http.pipelining.maxrequests" to 30. Now go ahead and browse! You should notice that Firefox now speeds up!!!

I hav tried this myself...and beleive me....IT ROCKS!!! Try it and do lemme knw if you feel the difference...

..Love is all around...

Plz Note: I hav been gettin a lot of Comments for this post sayin this story is not true...Ppl...Isnt that OBVIOUS!!! The "soul" of this post was something else...too bad very few (Read Animesh and Kay) got it....
:-P

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My visits to the doc's place has increased for the past few days {Damn...this cold...}
I went today for a common cold but returned with a "pain" in the heart....Here's what happened...

Theres usually a long queue at my docs place and it frustrating sometimes...I went early today to make sure i wont have to wait for long...I scanned through his 'dated' magazines in his waiting room and looked at his cabin door....(Damn the patient inside was takin soooo long...) And then she entered...
I took one look at her...She gav a smile and i returned it with my dimple...
She came and sat a bit far from me...Now...generally i dont talk to strangers...(and never to strangers who are gals!!...) But then she was around 15-16 and i said to myself what harm would a cute 15 yr would do to you...besides i had to pass my time and there was hardly anything else to do...
So...i pulled myself closer to her and made a faint "HI" sound...She looked at me with strange suprised eyes...Before i could say anything else,she said,"Hi...I have AIDS..."

I looked at her....trying to sink in what i had just heard....and the next thing that came out of my mouth almost at the very next second was..."SO???" I put on a vague smile and said,"So...thats an excuse for not talking to me??"
Her surprised eyes suddenly gleamed and she laughed...
"No...generally people tend to ignore me..."
ME: "Well...generally you must not be meeting people like me..." (I couldnt think of anything else to say...)
And then we started talkin....
Her name...Sunanya...
We talked for about 10 mins after that (nothin special...just abt her school and stuff...)
The cabin door opened and it was my turn to go in...
I looked at her and i just knew i had to do this...
"I would love to be in touch with you...",I said. I dunno why but my heart was pounding like hell...

She took a pause and all she said was...
"I wont...because i would hate to loose people like you..."

I looked at her one last time and turned back...
I knew i had done the right thing and i couldnt stop smiling....The words she used helped me realise i am not at all a bad person :-)
While returnin back...i passed the waiting room and waved BYE to her...

I know it sounds silly....but i want to have more of the doc's visits!!!
I feel a pain in the heart when i think of what happened...But at the same time i feel happy...
Happy about the fact that she knows how to live Life...

Healing your heart...

I came across these quotes in...beleive it or faint...A Medical Journal at my doctors place...

"The descision of the first kiss is the most crucial one in any Love story,It changes the relationship between the two people forever.It is even more crucial than the final surrender, for "the first kiss" is itself a very big surrender..."



"When in doubt whether or not to kiss a pretty woman...Always go ahead and kiss...Give her the benefit of doubt..."

The walk...

Ever noticed that wen you are walkin on a road...You hardly meet or see the person twice in your life...It may be your most frequently used road...but hardly do you see the same face again...If you havent noticed this...start doing it...You will be surprised!!
No...I am not bringin to your notice or tryin to convince you that the population is increasing far beyond control (even if i am not...It really is by the way...) I am just trying to know WHY??
I mean you do meet your friends sometimes on this road...but this occurs 1 of 10 ten times!!!

Its like you hav been put in a new world everyday!! Think about "your" best friends....they could easily hav been "my" best friends!! "YOU" could easily hav been "ME"!!
What i am tryin to say is...Ther has to be some reason for the way you r leadin your life...A reason for whom you choose your friend...whom you like...whom you dont...whom you more than just "like"...
A reason for whom you meet frequently and whom you dont or cant...irrespective of wherther you want to or not...
A reason for whom you fall in Love...whom you hav fallen in Love...whom you hav fallen out of Love...whom you are goin to fall in Love...
A reason for the NETWORK you are forming...

I read Micheal Jackson say this.."It feels good...actually great to be the best known pop singer in this world today...but it could easily have been someone else...God chose me from all others and i thank him for that..."

I hav no idea what i wanted to convey...no idea if ever i had anything to convey has really come out in this post...But its a new post at the end of it all ;-)
So...wat the heck!!

TING TING TING....

I was sittin in my class...almost asleep [The lectures are really boring...they always are...plus the profs arent babes either!! ;-D] wen i heard the tinglin sound...
Some gal had entered the class (Dont ask me who...the gals in my class are not worth lookin at...)
I am stressin on the SOUND not the gal here [wow...this is new :-D]
It was a small bell attached to her bag that was makin the sound...it was soooooo damn CUTE!!!!

I hav always loved these things...I hav always wanted to giv one to someone....They r like the cheapest and the most purrfect gifts!!!!

No....i am not advertising these bells or anything....The point i am tryin to make is...
DAMN IT....I am like the best BF a gal cud hav!!! i mean...who else wud think the tingling sound which disturbs evryone evrytime the damn bag moves even a little as CUTE!!!!
Plzz someone come and ask me to buy a bell !!!
...lol...lol..lol...
:-D

I getta a whole lot of them :-D

One thing you need in life...at least i need in life are a whole lot of COMPLIMENTS!!!
You hav no idea wat one simple compliment can do to you...
Those simple words you say...even if you sometimes dont mean it...can just change your mood almost instantly...
"You hav a beautiful handwriting." My prof told me today....
Now...its not a big deal for me to hear this....i really hav a very good handwriting...too bad i cant prove it here...but then hearing it once in a while sure does giv you a sorta 'kick'!!!

I was thinkin...wat will be the best compliment i would like receive...
Umm....lets see...The common ones are.."Lookin good 2day" ,"Nice shirt","Nice Handwriting.." ,"Cute!!", blah blah blah....[I KNOW!!! how much charmin can a person be!! he he he he he...]

I was just thinkin...Can "I love you" be considered a compliment?? I sure do consider it to be one...keep usin it often on gals ;-)
... lol ...

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I hav hardly anything to blog 2day....
Just came across my LOVE PROFILE ....
Very childish...but nice way to pass your time ;-)

Gemini - Your Love Profile Your positive traits: Your lively, outgoing attitude attracts people to you everywhere you go. You can talk your way into - and out of - any situation you desire. You're adaptable enough to flirt with anyone - and people tend to fight over you. Your negative traits: You get easily bored in relationships, and tend to jump from person to person. You tend to be a bit of a player - and have a high tolerance for drama in relationships. Not the most emphathetic person, you tend to tell lovers to "get over" their problems. Your ideal partner: Is intelligent and quick witted enough to keep you interested. Is a bit of a shape shifter, providing you with the variety you crave. An open minded person, who's willling to have a non-traditional relationship. Your dating style: Exciting. If your date shows you a new experience (like Egyptian food or scuba diving), you're very happy. Your seduction style: Experimental: it's rare that you try the same thing twice. Ultra kinky - you do stuff that's not even in books yet. Hot and cold... sometimes you're just not into the whole sex thing. Tips for the future: Settle down a little. Sometimes good things come with time - so don't let people go so fast. Acknowledge that you're a player and flirt. If your mate can't live with this, find someone who can. Give your partner a little more attention. You don't have to be a social butterfly all the time. Best color to attract mate: Sunny yellow Best day for a date: Wednesday

I am torn apart...

...between the two....

One has been loyal to me ever since i can remember....Always there when i needed her...
The other one has just entered my life...and shes the best thing to happen untill now!!
The former is stylish...sleek and as all the features as the later....but ther is definitely something missing...i can feel it...
The second one is simple....and thats wat is soo 'catching' abt her...
I dunno wat to do...

Oh...i forgot to mention whom i am talkin abt :-P
I am talkin abt NETSCAPE 7.2 and FIREFOX internet browsers....

I was a loyal NETSCAPE user...i just loved it!! Internet Explorer of course...SUCKS!!
I had heard abt Firefox and how cool it is....but never bothered to even check it out...just bcoz Netscape never gave me a reason to...
Untill my friend coaxed me to just try it once after a long arguement over which is better....
I hesitantly installed it...
I hav found that most of the features of Netscape and Firefox are common...but one thing that i found attracting in Firefox is the extensions they offer....its super cool...
Other than this....I found nothin new in Firefox....on the other hand Netscape is far more stylish and smooth...

But i hav been using Netscape for sooo long that i need a change...a break....
Will be trying out Firefox for a while....

PS:- I am sorry if i hurt anyone's feelings by referin the browsers as females ;-D