Where do u go...

There is something good about this air...
I think right now life is going with the apt amount of goodness...and i wouldnt want to spoil it for anything...at any cost!

I have learnt that staying positive helps...It brings the right energy from within which helps you do the just...in every possible way...

I think the days that have gone in the past month are memories which have carved an impression for themselves in my brain...Thank you is a word underutilized for these...

I dont know what to expect from people these days...somehow i feel these days that anything i do might just distance people away from me...Sometimes may be i feel i dont need people around...its better to be alone than having to think about so many people and care for them...

Somewhere...you always feel that the emotions you invest be returned fairly if not completely...

well...thats life i guess! cant change it...then better change yourself!

The Talk...

Sometimes...all you need is to just let go of whats going around you...keep aside of what is to be done...what is expected...what is wrong...what is right...what you need to do...and just calm down...think of nothing...feel the moment...and enjoy the good side of life...

Sometimes you feel the need to be picked up from here and left somewhere distant...away from everything...not alone...with someone whom you can just talk...talk like it doesnt matter...talk as if it was all that was to do in life...
So much fun...its is fun...to feel the moment...
Feel like watching Before Sunrise and Before Sunset again...simply love those movies!

I think the best part of my life right now is that I have learnt to take things positively...I consciously dont let anything affect me....and if it does...i try to see think positive...Its because i realised...there is always something "more" to everything...and life will give you only if you ask more with a feel good approach...

I somehow think that whatever goes on in my life...is somehow reflected in the lectures in college...I can easily relate to soo many things taught and explained...Its like...someone is just observing my every move and analyzing it!

Your life is the enactment of your thoughts...so...whatever you think will ultimately be the movie of your life...

Think about it...if this is really true...What would you be wanting to think right now??
:-)
Negative thoughts arent worth it...

Have a hectic week ahead...somehow I am caught between a lot of things i really really want to do...
Lets see how things sort of...they will...im sure...

Im Perfect...

There is something about today that ill never forget...Ill never forget "everything" about this day...


Sometimes...the most imperfect things just seem to go perfect...
It wasnt one of the most well planned days in my life...but i loved every moment of it...and enjoyed every bit of it...
Like they say...the place doesnt matter...the company u have does...
:-)

I would like to believe that there will be better days...of more fun and happiness....not for me...but for the one who really deserves to be free...and ill be waiting for these better days...
The wait wont be long i know...

Existence is a strange bargain. Life owes us little; we owe it everything. The only true happiness comes from squandering ourselves for a purpose.

For every minute you are angry and irritated, you lose sixty seconds of happiness.

Ruby Tuesday

Long time...No update...
There is a lot to write...but i just dont know where to start!

Umm....Really really happy these days...Im glad that I let go of my ego for once...
And I am positively looking forward to days to come...

Have been humming this song since yesterday....Somehow it has gr8 importance in my life...

She would never say where she came from
Yesterday don't matter if it's gone
While the sun is bright or
In the darkest night
No one knows
She comes and go
Goodbye Ruby Tuesday, who could hang a name on you?
When you change with ev'ry new day
Still I'm gonna miss you

Don't question why she needs to be so free
She'll tell you it's the only way to be
She just can't be chained to a
Life where nothing's gained and nothing's lost at such a cost
Goodbye Ruby Tuesday, who could hang a name on you?
When you change...

"There's no time to lose"
I heard her say
Catch your dreams before they slip away
Dying all the time
Lose your dreams and you will lose your mind
Ain't life unkind?
Goodbye Ruby Tuesday, who could hang a name on you?
When you change...

-Rolling Stones

I am glad i have changed the way i have...it has only made me more positive and willing...Feel a sense of freedom within...and has made me more confident abt myself...

The surroundings are getting more and more "feel good". Observing ppl...Some people just make perfect couples...and i love to see how they pervade a striking energy...
Amazing how two lost people perfectly find each other....
:-)

Positivity...and relationships...

New year here...2008...Result out...70.10%...Highest in a subject...A nice start i must say...

Things going pretty smoooth rite now...either that or i am not giving much thought to things around me...
Whichever maybe the case...this phase of life is good...

Had one of the most amazing lectures ever attended by me in life...by Prof. Ramakrishnan...The guy is seriously GOD sent!!
Amaaazziiiinnnggg... is the only word I can use for him...

I have never understood how relationships work...they are too complicated to analyze i know...
I see people...acquaintances change...people you would never expect to be together after sometime seem perfect for each other...Its good to see people in love...
I try to find the relation between my life and the people i meet...
Even the acquaintances i have come across in my life..They have something or the other to do with the way my life shapes up...
It maybe someone who has become a real close friend...or just another classmate...just someone i see everyday...a glance in college...


I would like to believe its all a setup and its all just somehow..."meant to be" this way...
And close friends will take a new role in future...and acquaintances will play a new role...It always happens...just observe people over a period of time...

So...What role are you playing ???

New year....COMING SOON!

Love this pic...it seems just perfect...and reminds me of some incidents of the past...

So finally saw Taare Zameen Par...
must say...its a good movie...but not at all great...not worth the rave its getting from people...especially after Aamir Khan commenting on Sanjay Leela Bhansali and calling BLACK to be "manipulative"...
TZP is just too slow and goes no where till three fourth of the movie is done...
Plus..you always have higher expectations when its an Aamir Khan movie...
Anyways...no sweat...

New year plans making and breaking...dunno at the end where we will land and party...but I am just glad all of my engineering grp is meeting...atleast those who are here...

Someone asked me the other day about my new years resolution...and i was thinking about the things i want to change about myself...right now...well...theres nothin as such...(LOL...not that i am perfect....but for now...just let me be ME!)


Was thinking of how my life has changed...and all i see is this "someone" drawing an abstract painting whose message im still trying to figure out...
Though i would like to believe that with everything happening in my life till now...there has to be MORE...
As Sanjai always says..."There is something BIG waiting to come..."


I am really looking forward to the next year...hope 2008 brings in what i have been really longing for...

After the final no there comes a yes

And on that yes the future world depends.

No was the night. Yes is this present sun.

- Wallace Stevens, "The Well Dressed Man with a Beard"

I hope you had the time of your life...

Green Day - Time Of Your Life

Another turning point;
a fork stuck in the road.

Time grabs you by the wrist;
directs you where to go.

So make the best of this test
and don't ask why.

It's not a question
but a lesson learned in time.

It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

So take the photographs
and still frames in your mind.

Hang it on a shelf
In good health and good time.

Tattoos of memories
and dead skin on trial.

For what it's worth,
it was worth all the while.

It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

(music break)

It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

...Irresponsible...

"Every position you get in life comes with a responsibility....and you cannot make excuses to defend yourself unless you have a valid explanation..."

Luck/Friends

Exams done...and winter project not starting for another few days....so...
All i have on my TO DO list is...EAT....SLEEP...SLEEEP more...
Need to exercise too...have put on a lot of weight!!! (But exercising will be done only if i get 27hrs in a day...coz the rest 24hrs im just sleeeping these days...!)

Ohhh...and i feel like dancing too in between times im not sleeping...just the new years spirit i guess...
Found this poem on LUCK...a must read...

Hard Luck

Ain't no use as I can see
In sittin' underneath a tree
An' growlin' that your luck is bad,
An' that your life is extry sad;
Your life ain't sadder than your neighbor's
Nor any harder are your labors;
It rains on him the same as you,
An' he has work he hates to do;
An' he gits tired an' he gits cross,
An' he has trouble with the boss;
You take his whole life, through an' through,
Why, he's no better off than you.

If whinin' brushed the clouds away
I wouldn't have a word to say;
If it made good friends out o' foes
I'd whine a bit, too, I suppose;
But when I look around an' see
A lot o' men resemblin' me,
An' see 'em sad, an' see 'em gay
With work t' do most every day,
Some full o' fun, some bent with care,
Some havin' troubles hard to bear,
I reckon, as I count my woes,
They're 'bout what everybody knows.

The day I find a man who'll say
He's never known a rainy day,
Who'll raise his right hand up an' swear
In forty years he's had no care,
Has never had a single blow,
An' never known one touch o' woe,
Has never seen a loved one die,
Has never wept or heaved a sigh,
Has never had a plan go wrong,
But allas laughed his way along;
Then I'll sit down an' start to whine
That all the hard luck here is mine.

...Edgar Guest

Met some of the old office friends yesterday...
Some people in your life just come to stay...
I mean...I dont understand how this works...how does one make friends really???
People just jump into your life....from nowhere...and there they are...!!!
amazing isnt it?
:-)
Try finding the relation between the two...LUCK...and FRIENDS...

Welcome...to the party come welcome...

Pretty much relaxed now...exams almost over...the remaining are not that difficult...no studies required atleast...
Had a great fulfilling lunch with the college gang after exams...YUM YUM YUM...

:-)

Was thinking today about the "haves" and "haves not"...
I look at some people in college these days...many of them i hardly know that well...
but...they have stories behind them that i know of which i cannot mention here...some funny...some everyday situations...some intense....
And I see their life changed right now...Its different from what it would have or could have been...

Its because of situations...choices...i dunno what it is...
I think sometimes.."what if this would have happened with me...what if i would have been there instead..."
Life would be different...

Some things around me dont affect me...some things however it you hard...
Just a thought though...observe people around you...and think of the choices they made in everyday situation...some which made them happy...some which made them sad...
and just THINK...what if you had been in their place...what if you had made that choice...what if you were LIVING that life....

See the world from a different EYE...It gives you a lot of insight...