...Pink Skirts...

There is something abt skirts...Oh yeah....
Me and my friends were hanging out at Mocha today...
And there was this gal in skirts sitting on the next table...

Ohh man...there is just that spark when a gal is in skirts.
Damn...wat is it abt skirts...They make a gal look so pleasantly cute...!!!
(Sexy...yeah...but i like the "cuteness" factor more...)

A word of advice for all gals out ther...If ya wanna impress a guy...Thers not a simpler thing to do...LOL...

...Its official...No guy can resist them...

[Of course...Wear one only if it suits you...and most importantly...if u carry urself well in them..else you will just make a fool of urself...!!
:-p]

Eternal Sunshine...

I just love these lines... They just touch the heart in some way...

How happy is the blameless vestal's lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!
Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd;
Labour and rest, that equal periods keep;
"Obedient slumbers that can wake and weep;"
Desires compos'd, affections ever ev'n,
Tears that delight, and sighs that waft to Heav'n.

A lot of planning..going nowhere...

"I would give almost anything
if I could rewrite the present and future...
Cause in my heart I know that you

should be here with me"

I have come to a realisation in the past few days...
Somehow i dont think "PLANNING" is a good word...It must be removed from the dictionary as soon as possible..
...Its not making any good use of its meanin in my dictionary at least...

I am now begining to accept it...Evrything goes as it is meant to be...And i seriously have no problems with that...
but it would have been easier don you think if you had the map of life i your hands...
;-)

Well... I have decided now...No more..."i want this to happen...i want that to happen..."
Its now changed to..."ohh...so this is happenin....good..."

And that goes to everything i do in life now...Not that i have given up thinkin...But i am beginin to take things a bit more lightly...
It helps sometimes to remain cool i think...

I have been hearing a lot of Career and LoveLife outcomes of people around...
And believe it or not...Not one of them PLANNED where they are today...
careerwise as well as relationshipwise...

Strange still...We are required to PLAN things so often....

L O S T

I am a bit LOST for the past 2-3 days...So lost that i have almost nth time started and shut down my PC just to make a blog entry!!!
...LOL...

The main reason for this i feel is that many things hapening these days are catchin me by surprise!
I have some news...its seemingly good news alright..but i dunno whether i shud be happy about it...
AAAGhh...better not react to it at all...Let some more time go...
Suddenly...When i had almost let go on my big plans and started studyin for MBA...Job offers and apptitude tests are pouring in...ALL AT THE SAME TIME!!!
Crazy world man...
I dunno what to infer from this...Ok Ok...i give the tests...and i dont mind a good job either...
But common....!!
God has to rain all the offers when i was ready to let go !!
:-P

On top of all this confusion...All my loved ones (including my computer classes ma'am!) are falling sick...Damn the viral fever! :-(
All i did for the past 2 days was sit with the book...or in front of the PC...B L A N K!!

But more on this later...I am back to being lost...

Yesterday,me and my friends were commuting for a test we had to give.
Sunday being a "mega-block" for trains (I dunno what repair-work they do under the so called mega-block on sundays tho...the trains look the same...rusty and old as they always were...) ,the rush in the train was close to a free massage but we still did find a place to sit somehow...

One time travel was enough for us to decide to go by Car for the next test from now on...anything to avoid this mess called TRAIN !!!
So there it was...simple...next time we travel by the most comfortable mode available...and it just matter how much more it will cost...

When we somehow got down...Varun mentioned how spoilt we are...
"We don think twice wen it comes to money...do we...?? I mean...our parents have been traveling everyday through these very trains so that they could give us the comfort of Cars...But we just cant handle it..."

I thought abt what he said for a while...
True...very true...Our parents hav gone through a lot to giv us comfort...But you know what...

...LIVE BIG...DREAM BIGGER...

Our parents commuted by train...gave us a Car...Let us travel by car...and gift them a private JET PLANE someday !
;-)

So big plans got screwed up...as they always do...

Don worry...We still hav backup plans...though that will require a lot of slogging still to do...I must get used to it now i guess...
So i am gearing up all the +ive energy i hav left (i wonder if ther is anymore left tho...LOL..) and lookin forward to the inevitable and unavoidable sloggin in my life...he he he...

People are funny...So are relationships...
There are some things you cant explain...Coz then they seem very obvious to explain...

There are some things which are like that bitter truth...You knw it will hurt to accept the truth...so you just keep covering it up sayin "Okk...A little more time..."

And then there are some feelings which you try to avoid and still cant run away from...
How can you curb them i ask even when the person doesnt seem interested at all....?!!?

You live your dreams...but dreams may die,
Dont get shatterred...never ever cry,
The world is big and has lots to give...
And that my dear...
is the way to LIVE !!

I wont say i believe in the above words anymore...but they do sound inspirational nevertheless :-)

Song on the player: "Stand By Me..." by Ben E. King (Mann....what a song..!!)

There are some songs which are not one of your favorites but they sometimes just touch your heart and leave a shiver behind when you hear them...
Heard the song "Tujhse Naraaz nahin Zindagi..." from Masoom yesterday...
I was stunned for 5 mins after listenin to it...Not that i havent heard it before...But sometimes songs like these need the perfect timing to strike you...
...And it did...
:-)
It suddenly reminds you of childhood and the sweet memories one has with their family...

"Jeene ke liye socha hi na tha, dard sambhalane honge...
Muskuraoon to, muskurane ke...karz utaarne honge...
Muskuraoon kabhi to lagata hai
jaise hontonn pe karz rakhaa hai"

...Wow...Some songs are really...GOD sent....

...The Spark...

It must be really great to be in love...It surely must be...
I can feel the spark between couples in love...Ther is that somethin abt them that brings a smile on your face...
hmmm....It sure must be somethin to be in LOVE....

Now here i am not talkin abt you liking someone or even the other way round...that...isnt exactly LOVE that i am refering to...

I was talkin to my friend over coffee the other day...talkin abt his relationship...His gf has gone out of town for sometime...
And his talks just make you feel very very clearly how much he misses her...He doesnt hav to specifically tell you that...now THATS LOVE i say....thats THE SPARK!!!

When you see such ppl together...you just knw...YESSS...THEY ARE MEANT TO BE TOGETHER!

That takes me to another discussion me and my friends were having today...

One of my friends pointed out abt how we are born in wrong part of the world and how we really need a more casual approach to the whole relationship thing here...
...LOL...
I wont say i wud like to contradict him...But my point of veiw was...
Every relationship needs to go somewhere...It has to...towards good or worse...And do whatever you can in your power....You just cant RUN away from it!

I said this and bang came back his answer...
"Thats EXACTLY the problem with you dude...Too much thought to everythin you do..."

Think by Alana

Should you always say what you feel Think, is the person you're telling going to be able to heal Is what you're saying necessary for everyone else to know Just because you're thinking something, maybe you should just let it go Everyone else around you may not be as strong Some things need to be kept hidden and you should move along You don't know where that person has come from or where he's going to go What kind of day he's had, you just don't know Before you blurt out everything you feel Think, is the person listening going to be able to heal?

I am really really messed up...i hav no idea whats goin on actually...Not that somethings gone WRONG as such...nothin was expected to go right anyway...

Ohhh...i better shut up!!!

A long wait...

Excuse the long S I L E N C E...

But i have my fingers crossed over something...

I just hope I make it thru...

W I S H M E L U C K!!