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I am a bit LOST for the past 2-3 days...So lost that i have almost nth time started and shut down my PC just to make a blog entry!!!
...LOL...

The main reason for this i feel is that many things hapening these days are catchin me by surprise!
I have some news...its seemingly good news alright..but i dunno whether i shud be happy about it...
AAAGhh...better not react to it at all...Let some more time go...
Suddenly...When i had almost let go on my big plans and started studyin for MBA...Job offers and apptitude tests are pouring in...ALL AT THE SAME TIME!!!
Crazy world man...
I dunno what to infer from this...Ok Ok...i give the tests...and i dont mind a good job either...
But common....!!
God has to rain all the offers when i was ready to let go !!
:-P

On top of all this confusion...All my loved ones (including my computer classes ma'am!) are falling sick...Damn the viral fever! :-(
All i did for the past 2 days was sit with the book...or in front of the PC...B L A N K!!

But more on this later...I am back to being lost...

Yesterday,me and my friends were commuting for a test we had to give.
Sunday being a "mega-block" for trains (I dunno what repair-work they do under the so called mega-block on sundays tho...the trains look the same...rusty and old as they always were...) ,the rush in the train was close to a free massage but we still did find a place to sit somehow...

One time travel was enough for us to decide to go by Car for the next test from now on...anything to avoid this mess called TRAIN !!!
So there it was...simple...next time we travel by the most comfortable mode available...and it just matter how much more it will cost...

When we somehow got down...Varun mentioned how spoilt we are...
"We don think twice wen it comes to money...do we...?? I mean...our parents have been traveling everyday through these very trains so that they could give us the comfort of Cars...But we just cant handle it..."

I thought abt what he said for a while...
True...very true...Our parents hav gone through a lot to giv us comfort...But you know what...

...LIVE BIG...DREAM BIGGER...

Our parents commuted by train...gave us a Car...Let us travel by car...and gift them a private JET PLANE someday !
;-)

So big plans got screwed up...as they always do...

Don worry...We still hav backup plans...though that will require a lot of slogging still to do...I must get used to it now i guess...
So i am gearing up all the +ive energy i hav left (i wonder if ther is anymore left tho...LOL..) and lookin forward to the inevitable and unavoidable sloggin in my life...he he he...

People are funny...So are relationships...
There are some things you cant explain...Coz then they seem very obvious to explain...

There are some things which are like that bitter truth...You knw it will hurt to accept the truth...so you just keep covering it up sayin "Okk...A little more time..."

And then there are some feelings which you try to avoid and still cant run away from...
How can you curb them i ask even when the person doesnt seem interested at all....?!!?

You live your dreams...but dreams may die,
Dont get shatterred...never ever cry,
The world is big and has lots to give...
And that my dear...
is the way to LIVE !!

I wont say i believe in the above words anymore...but they do sound inspirational nevertheless :-)

Song on the player: "Stand By Me..." by Ben E. King (Mann....what a song..!!)

There are some songs which are not one of your favorites but they sometimes just touch your heart and leave a shiver behind when you hear them...
Heard the song "Tujhse Naraaz nahin Zindagi..." from Masoom yesterday...
I was stunned for 5 mins after listenin to it...Not that i havent heard it before...But sometimes songs like these need the perfect timing to strike you...
...And it did...
:-)
It suddenly reminds you of childhood and the sweet memories one has with their family...

"Jeene ke liye socha hi na tha, dard sambhalane honge...
Muskuraoon to, muskurane ke...karz utaarne honge...
Muskuraoon kabhi to lagata hai
jaise hontonn pe karz rakhaa hai"

...Wow...Some songs are really...GOD sent....

...The Spark...

It must be really great to be in love...It surely must be...
I can feel the spark between couples in love...Ther is that somethin abt them that brings a smile on your face...
hmmm....It sure must be somethin to be in LOVE....

Now here i am not talkin abt you liking someone or even the other way round...that...isnt exactly LOVE that i am refering to...

I was talkin to my friend over coffee the other day...talkin abt his relationship...His gf has gone out of town for sometime...
And his talks just make you feel very very clearly how much he misses her...He doesnt hav to specifically tell you that...now THATS LOVE i say....thats THE SPARK!!!

When you see such ppl together...you just knw...YESSS...THEY ARE MEANT TO BE TOGETHER!

That takes me to another discussion me and my friends were having today...

One of my friends pointed out abt how we are born in wrong part of the world and how we really need a more casual approach to the whole relationship thing here...
...LOL...
I wont say i wud like to contradict him...But my point of veiw was...
Every relationship needs to go somewhere...It has to...towards good or worse...And do whatever you can in your power....You just cant RUN away from it!

I said this and bang came back his answer...
"Thats EXACTLY the problem with you dude...Too much thought to everythin you do..."

Think by Alana

Should you always say what you feel Think, is the person you're telling going to be able to heal Is what you're saying necessary for everyone else to know Just because you're thinking something, maybe you should just let it go Everyone else around you may not be as strong Some things need to be kept hidden and you should move along You don't know where that person has come from or where he's going to go What kind of day he's had, you just don't know Before you blurt out everything you feel Think, is the person listening going to be able to heal?

I am really really messed up...i hav no idea whats goin on actually...Not that somethings gone WRONG as such...nothin was expected to go right anyway...

Ohhh...i better shut up!!!

A long wait...

Excuse the long S I L E N C E...

But i have my fingers crossed over something...

I just hope I make it thru...

W I S H M E L U C K!!

Two Nights...

Time is the same for everyone...Your one minute passed isnt gonna be a second for me...it too has to be one minute for me too...

The night when our results were declared...It was just one night...But i was spent differently,by 8 of us and the 2 of them...
It was a night i will never ever forget...

Some of us spent it partyin all night...with not even a wink of sleep...

...and there were those others...who just couldnt sleep...

I am in no mood to explain my vague thoughts right now...Life isnt always fair i know...But does it really have to be so???
Yes...It was a night i will never forget...

No emotions in business!

Donald Trump said this to his elder brother when the latter had returned after leaving his job as an Air pilot...

"Good...really good...I am glad you left the job...Why do you need to fly planes anyway when you can just BUY the airline!"

This had come from the mouth of a guy who had still to make a mark in New York...who had still not placed a single brick in his real estate business!!

But thats how it should be...

ALWAYS THINK BIG!!!

Only then can you find yourself where you really want yourself to be...

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You know how sometimes...
you get this warm feeling when everything around you is going wrong...
It just feels "right" sometimes....

I like the above picture a lot...just thought i'd post it :-)

They say there can be no emotions in business...i just wanted to see how both "blend" with each other...
Thats why the title...and also the reason for two parts in the same post!

Kill All the PIGEONS !!!

Had to stay at home the whole day today...Couldnt step out...And i blame it all to the RIOTS!

I dont get it...

How can people be so damn foolish...Burning buses and killing people and protesting just because they think that doing so will be just thing to do..

What are they burning Mumbai for again???
Protesting over someone putting mud over the bust of Shiv Sena leader Bal Thackerey's late wife.

If that angers you so much,so called Shiv Sainiks,then i have a request...
KILL ALL THE FUCKIN PIGEONS WHO POOP ON THE STATUES EVERYDAY!!!!

Thats a real disrespect isnt it???

What did they achieve from todays protest??
Ohh...they had their fun...burning buses and stopping trains...
The only people who suffer...ARE US!!!

Ohh...Let us...for once...plzzz...RETURN TO INNOCENCE AND PEACE....