There are some songs which are not one of your favorites but they sometimes just touch your heart and leave a shiver behind when you hear them...
Heard the song "Tujhse Naraaz nahin Zindagi..." from Masoom yesterday...
I was stunned for 5 mins after listenin to it...Not that i havent heard it before...But sometimes songs like these need the perfect timing to strike you...
...And it did...
:-)
It suddenly reminds you of childhood and the sweet memories one has with their family...

"Jeene ke liye socha hi na tha, dard sambhalane honge...
Muskuraoon to, muskurane ke...karz utaarne honge...
Muskuraoon kabhi to lagata hai
jaise hontonn pe karz rakhaa hai"

...Wow...Some songs are really...GOD sent....

...The Spark...

It must be really great to be in love...It surely must be...
I can feel the spark between couples in love...Ther is that somethin abt them that brings a smile on your face...
hmmm....It sure must be somethin to be in LOVE....

Now here i am not talkin abt you liking someone or even the other way round...that...isnt exactly LOVE that i am refering to...

I was talkin to my friend over coffee the other day...talkin abt his relationship...His gf has gone out of town for sometime...
And his talks just make you feel very very clearly how much he misses her...He doesnt hav to specifically tell you that...now THATS LOVE i say....thats THE SPARK!!!

When you see such ppl together...you just knw...YESSS...THEY ARE MEANT TO BE TOGETHER!

That takes me to another discussion me and my friends were having today...

One of my friends pointed out abt how we are born in wrong part of the world and how we really need a more casual approach to the whole relationship thing here...
...LOL...
I wont say i wud like to contradict him...But my point of veiw was...
Every relationship needs to go somewhere...It has to...towards good or worse...And do whatever you can in your power....You just cant RUN away from it!

I said this and bang came back his answer...
"Thats EXACTLY the problem with you dude...Too much thought to everythin you do..."

Think by Alana

Should you always say what you feel Think, is the person you're telling going to be able to heal Is what you're saying necessary for everyone else to know Just because you're thinking something, maybe you should just let it go Everyone else around you may not be as strong Some things need to be kept hidden and you should move along You don't know where that person has come from or where he's going to go What kind of day he's had, you just don't know Before you blurt out everything you feel Think, is the person listening going to be able to heal?

I am really really messed up...i hav no idea whats goin on actually...Not that somethings gone WRONG as such...nothin was expected to go right anyway...

Ohhh...i better shut up!!!

A long wait...

Excuse the long S I L E N C E...

But i have my fingers crossed over something...

I just hope I make it thru...

W I S H M E L U C K!!

Two Nights...

Time is the same for everyone...Your one minute passed isnt gonna be a second for me...it too has to be one minute for me too...

The night when our results were declared...It was just one night...But i was spent differently,by 8 of us and the 2 of them...
It was a night i will never ever forget...

Some of us spent it partyin all night...with not even a wink of sleep...

...and there were those others...who just couldnt sleep...

I am in no mood to explain my vague thoughts right now...Life isnt always fair i know...But does it really have to be so???
Yes...It was a night i will never forget...

No emotions in business!

Donald Trump said this to his elder brother when the latter had returned after leaving his job as an Air pilot...

"Good...really good...I am glad you left the job...Why do you need to fly planes anyway when you can just BUY the airline!"

This had come from the mouth of a guy who had still to make a mark in New York...who had still not placed a single brick in his real estate business!!

But thats how it should be...

ALWAYS THINK BIG!!!

Only then can you find yourself where you really want yourself to be...

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You know how sometimes...
you get this warm feeling when everything around you is going wrong...
It just feels "right" sometimes....

I like the above picture a lot...just thought i'd post it :-)

They say there can be no emotions in business...i just wanted to see how both "blend" with each other...
Thats why the title...and also the reason for two parts in the same post!

Kill All the PIGEONS !!!

Had to stay at home the whole day today...Couldnt step out...And i blame it all to the RIOTS!

I dont get it...

How can people be so damn foolish...Burning buses and killing people and protesting just because they think that doing so will be just thing to do..

What are they burning Mumbai for again???
Protesting over someone putting mud over the bust of Shiv Sena leader Bal Thackerey's late wife.

If that angers you so much,so called Shiv Sainiks,then i have a request...
KILL ALL THE FUCKIN PIGEONS WHO POOP ON THE STATUES EVERYDAY!!!!

Thats a real disrespect isnt it???

What did they achieve from todays protest??
Ohh...they had their fun...burning buses and stopping trains...
The only people who suffer...ARE US!!!

Ohh...Let us...for once...plzzz...RETURN TO INNOCENCE AND PEACE....

Away from life and love...

Life has suddenly become slow these days....
Had taken a break with friends...freaked out in Goa...and had a really good time...

When you are on a vacation...you are just away from this world...
away from all worries and tensions...thats what vacations are for afterall...arent they??

I dunno how many of you hav tried this...
But try listenin to the waves of the sea sometime...just look at it come crashin to the shore...

(This is a pic i took in Goa...its totally "untampered"...yess....the BLUES are real...look at the beauty of nature!)

Suddenly...a song of the sea starts playin in your mind...and you loose track of everythin around you...the "loneliness" is divine....

Loneliness

by Rebecca Drollinger

It is cold today
Indeed the rain is falling and I am alone.
Thoughts of life and love,
meaningless to anyone but myself.
I am alone.
They watch me, their eyes not knowing,
knowing nothing of what they see.
I am but another creature, alone.
They scurry on the surface, unaware,
unaware of the life below
when you are alone.

Loneliness, not a burden nor a sorrow,
but a time of solace, of deepness
never to be shared, never to be understood.
They can never reach the place where I am
And I know I will never reach the place where they are.
I know I don't want to reach that place.
True happiness is here, unmisted.
Unmisted by smiles or laughter,
unmisted by the joys of company.

To find true happiness,
to know if one is truly happy,
he must be happy alone.

Its all about the EGO!

People change...or atleast your perception about them does change from time to time..
Two peeople can be the best of friends for sometime...and then...their friendship just drifts apart...

I hav been seeing this goin on between some of my friends lately...and sometimes...the bitterness is so much....that you just cant do anything about it...
and the best solution comes out that...Yeah...let them hate each other for life...

Friendship comes from the heart...If its true and if its meant to last...small fights wont burn it into ashes...But yes...only if its meant to last...

Else...its just a clash of EGO's !!
No one is right or wrong...But then...it comes down to a matter of each ones self respect...

Me and my 2 best friends hav had fights...but in the end...after everythin...We know we will still be best friends...NO MATTER HOW BAD A FIGHT WE HAVE....
Thats FRIENDSHIP for you i think...

I think...anyway...Friends are not supposed to last all your life...they are there with u for a particular phase...
Notice ur phonebook or speed dials....they change after sometime...regularly...in months...years...

Sure...you will always have a good feeling abt certain friends...occassional Hellos wll also happen...
But then...Things wont remain the way they were...

Same is the case with LOVE i think...thats why people fall in and out of realtionships so often...
LOVE or FRIENDSHIP....Both needs a lot of workin upon...to come to the level where 2 people understand each others EGO's and are unaffected by it...

...JO JEETA WOHII SIKANDER...

So engineering is over...and i cant be more glad it finally is...

Life moves on now...and i dunno whether to laugh or cry over this...But life after engineering for me is....COMPLETELY BLANK!!
sure i hav plans...and big dreams....but right now...at this very moment...life is not quite "secured" as it is for others...and its freaky and a hell lot scarryy!!!

Ppl around discussing joinin dates at companies...others on with their visa enquiries and US dreams...
ME...sittin around...watchin them...and thinkin..."what abt me??"

Somehow things in Engineering didnt quite "happen" for me....i wonder why...
I din do anythin wrong...i KNW i din do anythin wrong...

I wonder how things work in this world of ours...
Lemme just analyse things here...
More than 3/4th of electronics in my college reads from MY notes!
Now...i dont take credits for making them or anythin...coz i just copy whats dictated...
my point is...if they read from it...it HAS to be good right...which has to imply that the writer has to b good enuf...
Look at me...not even in the top 40 in ELEX!
I wonder wher the days hav gone wen i was among the top 7 in my class...What did i do wrong here in engineering?

Dont tell me i didnot study enuf...coz i knw i tried my best...i knw and remember the days when i hav slept for less than 5 and a half hrs even when i was down with a freakin migraine...

I know a guy in elex...lets call him AB....
Now...AB is a guy who has things happenin for him...happenin is actually an understatement for him...He has things rolling for him...
And the worst part is....He freakin likes to boast and flaunt around...
Oh GOD! its soo irritating and frustrating....
Studies...Achievements...gals...the guy has a golden spoon on everything...
I am not jealous...no way...but i never boast around so devilishly...
Still things keep happenin for such guys...
and what do i do...
Keep listenin to his flaunts ...what else can i do...
yes...i feel like shoutin at him sometimes to STOP...and just get lost...but i cant do it...

ohh...I wonder what i did wrong...
Somehow...things just dint do right...Did i screw up??Nope...Life screwed me up....

Life dint understand what i wanted from it i think...nor did someone whose name i wont mention...
Ahhh...Life COULD have been so good...

Well...
I told Sanjai this when we were discussin abt AB and his irritating nonsense...
"JOH JEETA WOHII SIKANDER..."
He is thw winner now...he has every right to do as he wants...



But u knw what....The RACE of life hasnt finished yet....
:-)