Just another post....

Dinner was served...Me and my bro started to eat...he,browsing the TV channels for somethin worthwhile to watch...As usual...the Television doesnt let us down....full of crappy serials...
Finally bro settled down to watch a newly released movie showin on the local channel...

The story??? A love story between the 35 yr old hero and a 17 yr old gal !!! (Man...even I could come up with a better story than this one!! anyway....back to the movie...)

The scene....
Guy knowin the gal better with sweet talk....
Guy asks the gal "So...Do you have a bf??"
Gal replies "No way..."
Guy: "Why??"
Gal:" I am not that 'type' of girl..."

She said this line and i burst out laughin.....
My bro looked at me with uttermost amusement and screamed..."Was that a joke??? why the hell are u laughin???"

I replied...."No yaar....its just that i have heard this line sooo many times...."

I always wonder...what 'type' do these gals refer to....90% of the gals i have heard this from have eventually got into a stupid relationship and even gotten out of it by now...
So why the fuss anyway...They just try to show off how descent and meticulate (in terms of relationships) they are...end up screwin their fuckin lives anyway!!!

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This is something i read today...

"Stand up,Be bold,Be strong.Do what no one else has dared to do...Do what anyone else doesnt want you to do...Never follow something bcoz everyone else is doing so..Take the whole responsibilty on your shoulders....
You do this and you are already SUCCESSFUL.."

I made one of the biggest mistakes of my life...Took up Engineering...blindly joined the rat race...I regret it each and everyday i am becoming more of the engineer i set out to be...
But i hav learnt from it...Never goin to repeat it again...
You cant blame yourself for the choice you make....because you never ever know the consequences...

Haloscan goes....

....FOR GOOD!!!

I am back to blogger comments....y???
Coz Haloscan Sucks!!!!
They dont archive ur comments after 4 months (you hav to pay the assholes 12$ for that!!!) and they dont tell that to you untill u go through their cheeky FAQ!!!
Plus Blogger has made provision for outsiders to comment as well (the main reason for me usin Haloscan for so long)
All you hav to do is click on OTHERS and walla!! you can comment even if you are not a blogger member!!!
The only sorrow is ill be losing all the precious comments i got from the other bloggers( *sob sob*)
:-(
Damn the $%%$#%# Haloscan!!!

The days pass by...

Well...i thought i wont be getting time to blog untill i am done with my exams....No wait...lemme rephrase that...I had decided not to blog untill i am done with my exams...But then...wat the heck!!
You can always get a 10 mins a day to blog rite??

Ok...I am almost done with my Orals...they were ok..not bad...considering the Professors ask questions like "Wher does it rain most in our country??" for an Oral on COMPUTER ORGANIZATION!!I mean god knows how rain and computers are related!!!(yeah...engineering sure sucks!!)
Now...there's the main theory exam coming up...man...i have to study a lot!!!
My aggregate percentage which is a mere 55%...need to come up to 60% :-( Its highly impossible but me tryin my best...

I wish life wasnt so complicated...well...thats wat everyone hopes i guess...
I look at the criss-crossings on the palm of my hand...tryin to figure out wher the hell are they goin...But then u knw the future only wen it becomes a yesterday...

Life sure is difficult...the more i come to know of it...and its extremely unfair at times...unfair to the level that it hurts...
But then...you hav to STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!
The whole world is fuckin messed up...but you just hav to STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!

Song on the Music Player: "ACCIDENTALLY IN LOVE..." from Shrek 2.

Fits the mood i am in right now...other than the study burden of course :-)

My blog thinks!!!

Wats on my blog's mind right now :

I wonder where has Aberrant gone...Its been long since his last post...Oooohh!! Now i remember...his exams are coming up...must be busy studying...I hope he does well...
Well...hes been studyin hard...no doubt abt that...
So i guess i wont be seeing him for abt a month or so...
:-(

I'll miss him...

The "ideal" gal...

I hav had a crush on many (raised to infinity) gals till now...
I hav asked out many(again raised to infinty)gals till now...

I never even bothered to look at them again...and beleive me...i hav created such a image around me that gals just dont take me seriously anymore...even if i was to get serious abt any gal...She would surely laugh at my face as if it were just another joke...
Its not that i dont wanna get serious abt any gal...but then if the gal in front of you isnt serious....y shud i be??
True love is hard to find and the one who loves YOU rather than you loving the person is even harder...and i am not that foolish to give it away...but i havent met one such gal...either that or gals dont think i can ever be serious abt LOVE...
Ok...now enough of this crap....half of my blog is filled with it....

I was wondering today...Shud i tell you about the "ideal" gal in my mind??well...wat the heck...here she is...


ok...i knw its Amisha Patel [for those who dont know...she is aBollywood actress...and the cutest ever to hit cinema :-)]
Shes an Angel...isnt she?? :-)
Well...i dont go for looks in a gal....LOVE is beyond looks rite....but Amisha Patel is just soooo damnnn cute!!!(I knw...you wud say its the 'fan' in you whos talkin...but just look at her!!!!)
Well...thats that...my "ideal" gal...sweet isnt she??I could just go on and on abt her...
hmm...well...I wish i get someone atleast close to her ;-)

SPEED UP FIREFOX !!!!

I found this on Paul's blog [nice one...worth a look]...A big fan of FIREFOX that i am i just had to post it here...



Ok, you cruise the internet a lot... And you like Firefox because, well, a lot of things, one of which is its speed. But do you want to make Firefox really speed up? Try yet another firefox tweak that you will absolutely love!!!! You will want to type "about:config" into the address bar. And you will want to change two values in the config file. Change "network.http.pipelining" to true and change "network.http.pipelining.maxrequests" to 30. Now go ahead and browse! You should notice that Firefox now speeds up!!!

I hav tried this myself...and beleive me....IT ROCKS!!! Try it and do lemme knw if you feel the difference...

..Love is all around...

Plz Note: I hav been gettin a lot of Comments for this post sayin this story is not true...Ppl...Isnt that OBVIOUS!!! The "soul" of this post was something else...too bad very few (Read Animesh and Kay) got it....
:-P

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My visits to the doc's place has increased for the past few days {Damn...this cold...}
I went today for a common cold but returned with a "pain" in the heart....Here's what happened...

Theres usually a long queue at my docs place and it frustrating sometimes...I went early today to make sure i wont have to wait for long...I scanned through his 'dated' magazines in his waiting room and looked at his cabin door....(Damn the patient inside was takin soooo long...) And then she entered...
I took one look at her...She gav a smile and i returned it with my dimple...
She came and sat a bit far from me...Now...generally i dont talk to strangers...(and never to strangers who are gals!!...) But then she was around 15-16 and i said to myself what harm would a cute 15 yr would do to you...besides i had to pass my time and there was hardly anything else to do...
So...i pulled myself closer to her and made a faint "HI" sound...She looked at me with strange suprised eyes...Before i could say anything else,she said,"Hi...I have AIDS..."

I looked at her....trying to sink in what i had just heard....and the next thing that came out of my mouth almost at the very next second was..."SO???" I put on a vague smile and said,"So...thats an excuse for not talking to me??"
Her surprised eyes suddenly gleamed and she laughed...
"No...generally people tend to ignore me..."
ME: "Well...generally you must not be meeting people like me..." (I couldnt think of anything else to say...)
And then we started talkin....
Her name...Sunanya...
We talked for about 10 mins after that (nothin special...just abt her school and stuff...)
The cabin door opened and it was my turn to go in...
I looked at her and i just knew i had to do this...
"I would love to be in touch with you...",I said. I dunno why but my heart was pounding like hell...

She took a pause and all she said was...
"I wont...because i would hate to loose people like you..."

I looked at her one last time and turned back...
I knew i had done the right thing and i couldnt stop smiling....The words she used helped me realise i am not at all a bad person :-)
While returnin back...i passed the waiting room and waved BYE to her...

I know it sounds silly....but i want to have more of the doc's visits!!!
I feel a pain in the heart when i think of what happened...But at the same time i feel happy...
Happy about the fact that she knows how to live Life...

Healing your heart...

I came across these quotes in...beleive it or faint...A Medical Journal at my doctors place...

"The descision of the first kiss is the most crucial one in any Love story,It changes the relationship between the two people forever.It is even more crucial than the final surrender, for "the first kiss" is itself a very big surrender..."



"When in doubt whether or not to kiss a pretty woman...Always go ahead and kiss...Give her the benefit of doubt..."

The walk...

Ever noticed that wen you are walkin on a road...You hardly meet or see the person twice in your life...It may be your most frequently used road...but hardly do you see the same face again...If you havent noticed this...start doing it...You will be surprised!!
No...I am not bringin to your notice or tryin to convince you that the population is increasing far beyond control (even if i am not...It really is by the way...) I am just trying to know WHY??
I mean you do meet your friends sometimes on this road...but this occurs 1 of 10 ten times!!!

Its like you hav been put in a new world everyday!! Think about "your" best friends....they could easily hav been "my" best friends!! "YOU" could easily hav been "ME"!!
What i am tryin to say is...Ther has to be some reason for the way you r leadin your life...A reason for whom you choose your friend...whom you like...whom you dont...whom you more than just "like"...
A reason for whom you meet frequently and whom you dont or cant...irrespective of wherther you want to or not...
A reason for whom you fall in Love...whom you hav fallen in Love...whom you hav fallen out of Love...whom you are goin to fall in Love...
A reason for the NETWORK you are forming...

I read Micheal Jackson say this.."It feels good...actually great to be the best known pop singer in this world today...but it could easily have been someone else...God chose me from all others and i thank him for that..."

I hav no idea what i wanted to convey...no idea if ever i had anything to convey has really come out in this post...But its a new post at the end of it all ;-)
So...wat the heck!!

TING TING TING....

I was sittin in my class...almost asleep [The lectures are really boring...they always are...plus the profs arent babes either!! ;-D] wen i heard the tinglin sound...
Some gal had entered the class (Dont ask me who...the gals in my class are not worth lookin at...)
I am stressin on the SOUND not the gal here [wow...this is new :-D]
It was a small bell attached to her bag that was makin the sound...it was soooooo damn CUTE!!!!

I hav always loved these things...I hav always wanted to giv one to someone....They r like the cheapest and the most purrfect gifts!!!!

No....i am not advertising these bells or anything....The point i am tryin to make is...
DAMN IT....I am like the best BF a gal cud hav!!! i mean...who else wud think the tingling sound which disturbs evryone evrytime the damn bag moves even a little as CUTE!!!!
Plzz someone come and ask me to buy a bell !!!
...lol...lol..lol...
:-D