Thursday, February 18, 2016
As I watch her desperately grasping for each breath my heart reduces my belief in God. Each unjustified struggle that she makes to survive makes me angry, angry that God really can be so cruel. A woman who struggled all her life for her family and for her children, not bothered about her own self is now lying there, still struggling. All she asked was some peace. Everything else was for others. I can't watch you like this Mom. I really can't. And I am sorry that I stand before you completely helpless. All I have is tears and increasing anger.