Thursday, June 16, 2011

try...get out ther!

Is work always "routine"?
I mean...people say it is NOT if you love what you are doing...but i strictly doubt that too...

I feel there should be some way of "spicing" up your so called work life...
Yess...of course...the first step would be to do a job that you love doing...else whatever you do as "work" doesnt really make any difference in your life...
You do it with no heart...and eventually....it is the worst routine that you can get into...

Life is not about this now is it....you did not come to this world to do the same thing again and again...



Was talking to a colleague about how we ourselves need to get out and take a risk...start exploring opportunities...however risky they seem...

I know it takes a lot of guts to get out of your comfort zone and get out there in the scary zone again...not knowing what and where you are heading...
but think for a minute...
Do you really even know now, in the comfort zone, where art thou headed?

I am trying to convince myself somewhere too...to get out...and try something new...something exciting...something different...

I know for sure...that when you look back at your life...you will always find...that you dont regret anything...and that the risk was always worth taking...and you will be always glad if you took it...

Sunday, June 12, 2011

What do I want to be?

I specifically and distinctly remember this time in school one day...when it was raining heavily...and we were waiting at the school gate for the bus to arrive...

I was staring at the school gate...as the water from the rains wet the iron bars of the gate...
That day...that moment...i remember...my mind wandered thinking as to what I would be like when I am OLD...a MAN...bigger....stronger...I mean...whom will i grow into becoming...what profession I would be in...where would my life be...

I am sure you know...Its that nascent stage in school when you dont really know what life holds ahead...you are just learning a lot of things....getting to know a lot of amazing things about the world around you...and you are not really bothered about anything else...

I had a friend whose parents were doctors...and I knew that he knew what he would want to become when he grew older...and he sure did become one good doctor...
I also had this other friend whose parents were doctors...but he was sure he did not want to become one...and yes...he didnot become one...and has supposedly started his own business...and is doing pretty good i hear...

I...for one....at that moment....looking at the school gate...DID NOT know what I want to become...I....to be honest....did not know...what "becoming someone" and "doing something" was...
I was wondering what it would be like...but i had no clue where I wanna be...like my friends did...

I STILL DONT....

It amazes me sometimes...how some people are and always have been clear about what they want to do..and yes...sometimes it does bother me a lot..

That school boy who was wondering what life would be like...is still inside me..the rains remind me of him...
I like that boy...who simply wanted to learn...and know more...and not have to decide...where he wants to be...

Whatever you do, it's what you are going to be.
And I just don't know what I want to be. Yet.
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