Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Laughin at urself...and undergoin trainin...

Its fun to make people laugh...it does feel good...

Someone told me once that the greatest gift you can give yourself is the ability to make fun of yourself.

I dont think i am really good at it...i mean...i generally do have a lot of ego issues...and self insults in front of unknown and strangers is strictly a NO NO till now...though I am learning not to get bothered by people around.

I think its ok to make people laugh around you over something stupid that you do now and then...
People might not realise the level at which you care for them...but at the end of the day...if you can make them smile...you have done your part..

Seriously...at this point of time...i dont know what is the LARGER picture of it all...but as long as I have the people around me...and as long as things are going fine...lets just have a good laugh...!

Irrelevant people mite just think im stupid...what matters to me is only YOU smiling...
(If you are a part of my "YOU" group...you would know it by now! )

Days in IDBI are fun...mainly because I am just not thinking about where it is going and how is it gonna shape up...(those thoughts only haunt the nights...!)

I have come to realise lately that I did miss out on a lot of fun things...expecting more maybe at times...and wanting the "right" things...
I still have my priorities in place...but after 25 years of life...i think...in the end....nothing matters...

I care...i love...i respect...i envy...and life is still the same...maybe only better....

Came across this CALVIN strip today...and it suddenly made me remember of how girls "train" guys...directly or indirectly...
I mean...im not complaining...we guys do need a looott of training...! :-D

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Not failure, but low aim is a sin.

It must be borne in mind that, the tragedy of life doesn't lie in not reaching your goal.
The tragedy lies in having no goal to reach.

It is not a calamity to die with dreams unfulfilled.
But it is a calamity not to dream.

It is not a disaster to be unable to capture your ideal,
But it is a disaster to no ideal to capture.

It is not a disgrace not to reach the stars.
But it is a disgrace not to have stars to reach for.

Not failure, but low aim is a sin.

Dr Benjamin Elijah Mays
1894-1984

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

A wife i never had and aimless conversations.

Had an interview today...

And the most funny part about the whole interview conversation was that...When i was asked to talk something about my family...I told them about my dad...then my mom...and then i said something stupid...

"So...thats about my Dad and my mom...and then there is my WIFE...."

(that just came out by itself I swear...i am very much single and looking!)

The guy looked at me and said...

"Ohh...so you are married...?? What does she do?"

I looked at him...almost wishing i could run out of the room...without having to correct the blunder i had just made...

"Umm...NO...im very much single...that just came out of no where...Im sorry...", I said.

The rest of the interview went fine...but I wish i could take back this slip of tongue.

Awkward funny moments, something to blog about today.

I always wanted to be somebody, but now I realize
I should have been more specific


Suddenly yesterday I felt a staunch hitch of loneliness at night...I dunno what and why it was...but i just felt lost and aimless...for that one brief moment...

And that is when i realised that how ever good or bad things are going in your life...it always remains a tad tiny "incomplete" unless you have someone to talk to...

I quickly moved my google talk friends up and down...looking for someone i can just talk something stupid to take my mind off...

It does help....not thinking about things that bother you...but instead worrying about others problems...

No one was quite free yesterday I think...or they had already had their "talks" for the day...

I still said Hiyas and Byes and some random things to people (which i dont think made sense...) and then, after finally realising that no one was really interested in listening to me...i logged off...
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