Tuesday, September 22, 2009

...day dreams...

I havent wanted the trouble in a loong time...
but with you...the 'trouble' doesnt seem so "TROUBLING"

Monday, September 21, 2009

...craziness...

Most people dream...I virtually LIVE in my dreams...
A lot of people tell me i am "filmy" at times...over expecting and under estimating consequences of situations and things that I do or are to be done.
(this discussion mainly started from the latest trailor of a bollywood movie...where people are flying...things are falling down...and everything is "over the top"!)

I ,however, simply feel that Life is...after all...one hell of a fantasy...!
everyday, you dont know what is going to happen...and where is it going to go...

Its a story which is unfolding every second of your life...then , why not add some "music" and "special effects" to it in the process...

I ask people this one question always...
"When you look back at your life...how many situations can you say...you have done/experienced based on which you can write a book or make an interesting film on your life...?"

If your answer....is that you hardly have any such situation...then....just give a thought to how boring your life was...and is!

I always think that one should do something funny sometimes...something "out of the way"....something that "happens only in movies"...
Just try...and see..how closely knit the movies are with real life situations...

You just make a story...Life will take care of the movie to be made...

Attended training at IDBI Belapur last whole week...away from work...
Met some amazing people in the process..."like minded fools" is what i call them...most of them...working at the right place in the wrong profiles...and still trying to figure out how to keep going...
I realised that the people i met at my workplace...some of them with whom i instantly connected...some with whom i keep meeting again and again...are all a part of the larger movie of my life...and somewhere....something is shaping up...

You meet some of the best people at the worst situations in your life..
I have tried not to be attached to anyone lately...and remain as aloof as possible...Sometimes though...some things are just meant to happen i guess...
From a girl who broke her leg...to the guy i dropped down at Nashik...its all there...right in front of you...and still you dont know where to place it...

Havent spoken to a lot of friends in the last week...no contact at all with some...Time passes by...and sometimes you feel the other person should try too...
I wanna see...how many years and till what time of my life each relationship and friendship I have finally remains...

Not all of them last afterall...do they...

Tuesday, September 08, 2009

It will be my day...someday...

So I finally tried what i had to...and did what i needed to for getting myself a satisfied work profile...and that hasnt turned out in my favour still...
But atleast i tried...

I dont think anyone is actually happy with the job they do...there is always something missing...something lacking...
I am not frustrated (still!)with what I do...its just the feeling that you can do some more productive and contributory work somewhere else... and you know what you are good at...and you just feel life shouldnt be soo unfair not to give you that opportunity at least once...

So you try...the best to get what you deserve...so you fall....but the effort is on...and so...it will all fall in place some day...
I am so sure about it...that i write it down...

We will see...'some'day....'my' day....
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