Friday, February 20, 2009

A nice change

I hope you never know how hard it is to
Hard it is to wait...
Hey beautiful, I seen you comin'
oh no you don't walk away from me
Hey beautiful
Hey, hey, hey beautiful

Gotta walk, gotta list
Gotta hall of fame
I got an asterisk next to your name
Grab a cup, drink it up
Make a battle plan
Are we ever up to the task,
to the task at hand?

Hey beautiful, I seen you comin'
oh no you don't walk away from me
Hey beautiful

So i have officially moved to a new room..and that for me certifies that my brother is now officially married...
I thinking weddings are fun...but they also scare me a bit...the way things run during the days to the final wedding day are really really strange...its as if you miss one thing...one small thing...its plain disaster!!
and that scares me...wonder how people manage the pressure...
But yes..I now have this strong urge to get into a relationship...i guess weddings do that to you...

But somewhere i also think it comes naturally...when you know you are finally ready to commit...

Moving you 'mess' from one room to another is not fun at all...
Somewhere...you are used to things the way they are...however messy the room looks...you have the confidence you will find what you need...in that huge pile of books,clothes and god knows what not!

Well...on the positive note...you finally get a chance to remove unwanted things and set afresh your new cupboard (And you would be surprised how much stuff you DONT need in your cupboard!)

I dont really know how and where these past few days went...but i think i enjoyed it...not thinkin much...having something or the other to keep me busy...

I am waiting for things to roll now...getting a feeling that the change which comes now...will do only good and nothing else..! And I like the positive vibe....

"When I get sad, I stop being sad and be awesome instead.
True story, so suit up!
"

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

The game of POKER


Poker player: "Trust everyone but always cut the cards...
(pause)
You know what that means..??"

Me: " It actually means never trust anybody..."

(Silence)

Me: " Tell me....If you are so good at reading people...Why did you loose?"

Poker Player: " Because you cant ALWAYS win...You can beat poker players but you cant beat LUCK!
Sometimes your rhythm is off...you read the person right but still do the wrong thing..."

Me: "Because maybe somewhere....you start trusting them??"

Poker Player: "No..Because you cant even trust YOURSELF"

Monday, February 09, 2009

Rehnaa tuu....hai Jiasaa tuu...

As they say..when things have to go right...they just keeping going right...and when they have to go wrong...no matter what you do....nothing helps....they will just keep going wrong...

First...Got selected in a company...which offered a pathetic package with a 2 year bond...Had to reject the offer (dont even know whether to call it an "offer") which would put a non-MBA to shame even...I mean....someone sue the company for insulting MBA graduates by offering such pathetic salaries!!

Second...Got another call today...from some company...but guess what...the date of the call is on my Bro's wedding day!
So the awefull choice is that of whether i should give up my only brothers wedding for a job interview...
Tough choice? not really...

On other things...
Was sitting by the window today and thinking about this girl I met sometime back...what amazes me...is that despite brief conversations...how sometimes you just dont forget a person...There is something about that person which always remains with you..
And this doesnt happen with all the people you meet...

Overheard conversation : "the problem with him is that he can be the most committed person you can ever meet...but with him...all the girls he finds...never stick committed...not his fault...maybe just bad choice..."

I am counting my last days in college...Saying a final good bye to a few people who did matter in someway or the other in the past two years...
What is strange is that...even though i wont remember all of these people after a while...something about them will always remain...


There are somethings in Life that you wish you could do...Sometimes life gives you another alternative to complete those things...sometimes...they just dont happen the way you want to...
Relationships are funny...simply because...what matters isnt about what YOU feel for that person....but what that other person feels for you...
And that leads to friendship...love...jealousy...and animosity...

Was telling a friend today...If only we could just say the things you always wished to say...do things you always wished to do...without expectations or judgement from the other person...Life would be simple...and yet full of love...

One of the major regrets I have till now is the non acceptance of love in this world...and i dont know how this will be solved in the future...I am actually tired of "expecting" things to happen the way they ideally should...

If only people would understand...and act...and feel...and not hurt...

Ideally,right now...
I would like a good and nice paying job...fall in love with a cute girl i can care for genuinely...a short vacation maybe...come back and start an amazingly excting life...full of fun and positive uncertaintity....

I am soo bored of the rotuine these days....the same people around...the same buggers...the same cheerers..and the same things to do...

I mean comeon...!!!
Life couldnt just be THIS....GET GOING mann...!!!

Sunday, February 08, 2009

...OVER used word...

"I think I'm at it again...I think i have one more serious crush...
I soo dont want fall into it...but who can stop oneself from falling in love...
Ahhh....the complete agony of being in love...the pain...the hurt... (getting flimy)"

"Dude...Not again mann...Get a hold of yourself....you and your stupid crushes...they don go anywhere...irrelevant conversations you will have about the girl...you will not do anything about it again...and thats all that is there to it! As always...Plus...you cant really afford to fall in love now..."

"Hmm....i know i cant...she is too good for me...She wont even think of me..."

"Not really...that all is ok...she might even consider you...but then...its recession time...lets cut down on expenses of having a GF shall we...?"


Now....was that even a joke?
Sad conversations...everyone just has to use that word somewhere....for everything these days...a common answer is RECESSION...

Friday, February 06, 2009

Recessions hits?


Have been tracking the IPL Cricket bidding today...And i am amazed at the rate at which players were bought...
Umm...suddenly....it makes you wonder...theres the MONEY....who said we are under something called 'recession'???

I salute who ever came up with this new business tactic...mix two of the most liked industries in the country...Bollywood and Cricket...and you have a never ending inflow of cash...
The sad part of this country called INDIA is...the least educated people run it...and also...the lesser educated and more wasted you are...the more success you get...

I know..i know..they work hard...but I am sure not as hard as an IITian does...and still...in any which ways...this IITian will find himself working for one of these rich glamourous idols...
We talk about 1 crore salaries which IIM and ISB students get....we are amazed...and we pass...without ever thinking...that in this country...an actress who hasnt even passed 12th properly earns about 42 crores every year...
Seriously mann...WHERE IS THE RECESSION???

Is it just some new buzz word brought into the market to make us unemployed fools feel something good to talk about...?

After watching the whole hoopla and the way money is being churned in this new business called INDIAN PREMIERE LEAGUE...i feel that if someone really wants to make money...the market conditions dont matter....no recession matters...all that matters is whether you know how to make a fool out of the world...

Worst part is...I myself am a part of this mess and i really dont know what I can do about it...I give it a thought...and i find myself completely helpless...!!
(Now...how did that happen I wonder...)

Since we are talking about money...it reminded me of something i came across the other day...
My laundry man had brought a wedding invitation of his daughter to invite our family and bless the couple on the auspicious day...
After a casual talk of how and where is his relatives coming from for the wedding and about how are the preparations going on in general...I came down to a count of 4 bunglows and a Honda City that the guy owns....and all this....from a conversation for about 5 mins!!
(I knw...makes you wanna leave what you are presently doing and become a Laundary man!)

Ahhh....the MONEY is there....its all about HOW you get it...
...and Education least helps!!


Again...one last time...Where is the RECESSION ?? Definitley not for the RICH atleast...
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