Monday, October 19, 2009

Street Lights to the "Girl i wanna marry"

Have had a wonderful week...festive mood really gets you..doesnt it?

I love to stroll the streets alone...especially during the night...




I see the yellow street lamps lighting up the roads and reflecting the beams all around...I open the bus windows...to feel the wind...and my mind wanders...
Aimless thoughts...dreams...people...hopes...and the smile on the face...

Was just wondering the other day...how..it just doesnt matter when things change around you..your school...the place you live..your job...it doesnt really make a difference...
What DOES matter is when PEOPLE around you change..relationships around you change...

When I see my close "about to get married" friends (girls)...I wonder what and how to react...how should our relationship change...mine and her....it goes from being naughty,bindass , shameless and changes to pure formal talks...distant and aloof chats...and a mere mix of "Hiyas and Hellos"

I cant in the first place decide...How do you know if you wanna marry someone...spend the rest of your life with...(and don gimme that "you just knw!" thingy)

I mean...You LOVE your friends...you like the concept of love...you dream of a relationship...friendship and all that...but how do you finally decide...whether YOU really wanna go ahead and marry this person...Who would really be STUPID enough to bear me for the rest of her life...
And when you yourself are not sure...how do you make a commitment...?

Its not a 'trial and error' thing for me...I need to be very sure about it...and generally...when I am sure about it...I dont think the girl is even remotely interested!

Anyway...watching friends getting married is fun...its like striking off your "prospects" list (every guy does this...but not ONE will admit it!)

Oh well...CHEERS to the girl i wanna marry...and until she finds someone...i guess its better to just sit and watch...

"Mein reh bhii naa paaun,mein kehe bhii naa paunn....
bole bina hii kaise tujho sunaaii de...!!"



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