Thursday, November 13, 2008

"___________"


I have always wondered how it would be like to go completly BLANK...
Empty as though you were just born...

You have sanity...you know what goes around...whats happening...but you dont know anyone around...bad people....good people..

I feel that somewhere....you will always find the right people even then...people who care for you...and whom you should be with...and the story begins again...

I feel that if its taking away all the bad memories...its well worth it...!

Lost all my memories a few days back....went completely BLANK...like an empty vessel...
I know no one...everything i did or wanted to do...was now a empty space...

Somewhere...at first i was lost...
The very thought of not being able to relate to your past anymore was a scary one..
WHAT AM I GOING TO DO?
WHO AM I??
WHERE AM I HEADED??

But then...i thought...do i really need the past??
Sure...it was really good at times...worth cherishing...the sole existence of LIFE is afterall in "living" these moments...
But then...if its gone...it can be made again...maybe it wont be the exact same thing...but it will be good none the less...

It is said that LIFE always gives you two choices at every point in life...the one you choose opens a chapter that decides your future...
I have now chosen to stop worrying about the past that is gone...and LIVE and face the times ahead...

So...

To my 160 GB Hard Disk that crashed last week...and to the 100 GB of memories...photos...projects...movies...and all that defines my past that it took away...i convey my final GOOD BYE!
It was nice knowing you...I SMILE and move ahead...
:-)


On other things...
I was telling this to a friend of mine the other day...I might have talked about it even in my blog a lot of times...
Somewhere....you always know about the person when you first meet him/her...whether you can really trust that person enough...if the person is worth it...if he is selfish and just going to use you....that is exactly how you form friends with people you become close to....distant...

YOU ALWAYS KNW IT AT THAT VERY FIRST MOMENT...!
The problem occurs because you either ignore that bad feeling...postponing to some other time...saying that you have to give people a chance....
And thats wen you get yourself into trouble!

I dont see why you are the ones who should decide on giving people a chance...you are not GOD!!

If people are bad...they are not goin to improve for you...they WILL fuck you anyways....!
Ahhhh....if only people could get this point....!


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