Thursday, March 30, 2006

A question with no answer...

It will be over in two and a half months...
The last two and half months of college...

And after that...i dunno...maybe i'll never see her again...
This gal that i like so much...will be gone...
You say you will try to be in touch...but it hardly happens...i knw it....
And it hurts...to know that...its gonna be over...

Harry: "Comeon...forget abt her...Get over her...I mean...seriously..."
Me:"Its not that easy man...and plus...i really dont want to...i really really like her..."
Harry:"Well...thats for HER to realize..."

Hmm....it sure is...its for her to realize....
So...what shud i do....just let her go?

Well...i am not thinking abt it...just watchin what happens next...
Lifes good...But it would defintely have been better with her...
:-)



Dilbar mere dil mein kya hai
To jo ise sun leti...
Mere sang jeevan ke kitne sapne to boon leti,
O meri dilrooba tu ban shama...
Aur phir dekh ja jalta hua parwaana...

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I have my exams coming up...so i might not be blogging much...
Anyway...i think i need a break...
Like one of my friends told me...
"Your blog is becoming too SAD day by day...life is sad enough yaar...cheer it up a bit.."

So...yeah...me taking a break...maybe till then...the broken heart will be healed...
:-)

Wish me luck! i need a lot of marks this time....for a lot of things!!!


Sunday, March 26, 2006

The change is coming....

Me and my friends were hanging out at the mall yesterday...
I have a friend who will be gone to the US by August...

"So...just 4 months and you are gone yaar....after that...things just wont be same...Nothin around will be same...We might never meet again...."

The friend replied...
"We still got 120 days!!! "

Yeah...everythin is gonna change...hopefully for the better...
Like one of my prof said the other day..."the only thing consant in life is change."

What Comes Of Tomorrow

To know the joy of a dawning start
Standing there beside your friend on that road to paradise
We say farewell and weep
Knowing they must also compromise
And so we hold them close and whisper in their ear
Please take with you these memories.
Then from the eyes,
Your tear.

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

There are times in your life when u want to be left alone...Not because you are sad...but just because you want to get away from the "routine"...
I am tired of all the insecurities in life...

Someone told me once..."whats the fun in living a life where you knw whats in store for you tomorrow...its the risk of life that makes it worthliving..."

Maybe 10 yrs frm now i might agree to this....but not now...
Definitely not now...

Risk
There are no guarantees
Life throws things at you
You can catch or miss them
But they will come, ready or not

I always looked for the real thing
Never trusting in the possibility
Risk-taking not my forte
Staying safe at all costs

Even playing it safe is not certain
Safe has hurt me
Zero risk gets zero gain
Sometimes playing it safe costs you more

It has me,
In not fighting the battle
you may lose the war
In not believing in a dream
You may never sleep peacefully again

So let go of the fear
Reach out for the flame
So what if you get burned
Better that then numb for life

Better to remember passion and joy
Along with the pain and tears
Then to have no memories worth
Remembering

So to hell with safe
I am going to gamble and bet
Until I win back everything I lost
And my life is what it was meant to be

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Tuesday, March 14, 2006

2 and a half hrs at the coffee shop...


Life moves fast...real fast i tell you...
Sometimes you move ahead...sometimes life races you ahead...
But the best thing to do sometimes is to STOP...SIT down somewhere and TALK...



with whom you ask?
With anyone who matters to you...
why you ask?
Coz thats the only way to come in pace with life...

After all...what is life without your friends and loved ones walking with you...

I dont know what life holds for me tommorrow...but i know one thing...i knw everything i need to knw before i face tommorrow...
Atleast i think i do...
:-)

Sunday, March 05, 2006

Fall In Love...

By Pheonix

The lip is sealed

But the faint smile
And the lowering eyelids
Do give it all away.

Listen, if you have the ears to,
Hear in the clamour of the bangles
The secret behind the glow
The secret she doesnt say.

The spark that sits in her eye
Blushing and gleaming with dreams
The noise of the wind that
In her bouncing hair, does sway.

The fresh colour on her face
The vibrant spring in her step
Makes it all too obvious
It's not just any other day.

Feel the energy that emanates
Feel the positive vibes
Of her infectious exuberence
That'll make u exultant anyway.

She leaves, but her aura doesn't.
Her warmth stays back to haunt
Her unsaid words then lead you to believe
Everyone should fall in love, someday.

One just knows when someone is in love...Do whatever you possibly can...But it just shows on your face...YOU ARE IN LOVE...
And know what...It feels gr8 to knw that YOU are bitten by the bug called love...
:-)


Friday, March 03, 2006

I am so damn pissed off right now....
I hate the ppl who show on their face that they have no problems with you...Talk to you with that pretty smiling face whenever they meet you...
But are ignoring you whenever they get a chance...

Damn you...If you dont wanna talk to me...i am fine with it !! Just bloody say it on my face...
And then see if i care a damn...

Stupid ppl...You care with all your heart for them and all they hav for you is PRETENCE!!


Ohh...How i hate it!
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