Tuesday, September 27, 2005

You are hurting 2 people...

LEAVE HER ALONE....SHE SHOULDNT BE PAINED LIKE THIS...

....AND I CANT SEE HER BEING STRESSED LIKE THIS....

Friday, September 23, 2005

A walk with her....


Why is it so that you say the most stupid things when you with the person you LOVE (i dunno if its right to use this word these days...)
I met her on the way to college the other day....We were walkin...I was sayin nothin...she was awfully quiet...
And i was having the best walk of my life!!
I dunno if it was the silence or it was her...for 2 minutes...IT WAS PERFECT!! And it happened....
I realised that the "pause" was gettin nowhere...and on the threshold...i needed to speak something....something....anythin...and it had to be quick!

I was now beginning to feel as if the silence was because she was uncomfortable...

"You seem nervous today....any problem??",I asked.
"Nervous...naa re....why do u think that??"
"Am i makin you uncomfortable?? Coz i wudnt want that....",I continued.
"No re....nothin like that...."She put up a smile...

After this...i had to move on to something else....u know...change the topic...
And then i said the most stupidest and seemingly the most offending two words in the history of conversation...

"Then why the WORN OUT look?"
Of all the millions of words in english i used...WORN OUT!! [i obviously dint mean that....it just came out of my head...frm nowhere!....well...its difficult to think straight about what you say when u are with the person u like :-D]
"Worn out???" she asked.

Realising what i had just done...
"ok...worn out is not the word...forget it....",I said and we moved on to something else...

I posted this basically to make a note of this moment...frm the "perfect" SILENCE to my being a "perfect" IDIOT!

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

I did it...yes i did it...
:-)
Told her how i feel...and it feels good to have finally let it out...
She said "NO"...No surprise there actually...
I dunno how this is gonna mess things between us...She did sound cool abt it (I still cant remember if we were laughin more abt what i said or thinkin seriously over it...)

I do feel bad abt it...but its ok i think...
Well...thats all there is to it i guess...
THERE ARE SOME THINGS IN YOUR LIFE THAT ARE NOT YOURS TO CONTROL...



Fate And Circumstances
by Missy

As words flow across the screen,
Relationships are discussed...
Positions in life are dreamed,
Frustration intensifies.
You say fate has brought us together but circumstances are keeping us apart...
Will fate and circumstances ever let us be as one?


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