Monday, August 29, 2005

CHEERS!!!!

You know how when everything is goin wrong in your life there finally comes a time when you have to say "Ok...This is ENOUGH!"
I have reached that point now...I have been bothered so much by things happenin around me that now....I JUST DONT CARE!!!
Its like...i have reached my point of saturation and nothin bad after this will ever affect me...I'll only take it all with a smile...
LIFE IS GOOD...and I am damn sure so is my FUTURE...knw why?? Coz i knw i am a GOOD person {Think no evil and evil wont affect you...}




A brief candle; both ends burning,but its giving light to the dark room
An endless mile; but the bus wheel is still turning
A friend to share the lonesome times;A handshake and a sip of wine
So say it loud and let it ring
We are all a part of everything
The future, present and the past
Fly on proud bird
You're free at last....


Well...i did a bit of self contemplating yesterday and came to two very important (important for me of course...) decisions....

  • I care a damn abt what others are doin...Let them have their "oh...so..perfect" lives...Let them get placed and have jobs...I am going to live my not so perfect life damn "perfectly"!I have decided to do an MBA...its what i wanna do...and i am gonna prove to them what i am capable of... Just coz i am runnin on bad luck....doesnt mean you are better than me...so...just go to your 9-5 jobs...ill come and be your BOSS some day! :-P
  • I am going to tell "her" how i feel about her...I think its very important for my own sake...coz i dont wanna regret it later in my life...i dont wanna think back that i did nothin abt a gal i was soo damn serious abt! I think i am ready to here the "NO" now than to not "know" at all!! :-D Dont ask me when i am going to do it....i know i am goin to....but when its the right time...It time maybe today,tommorrow....6 months from now...i dunno....but i will tell her...
So....HERE's TO A GR8 FUTURE!!! :-D
:Cheers:

Saturday, August 20, 2005

...The Last Whine...

"So...whos the latest gal in ur life now..." was the question popped by a friend the other day...
To be honest...if she had asked me this abt 6 months ago...i wouldnt have been as offended as i was now...
My friends are only amused abt the ever so changing gals on my LIST...and hence they never fail to get the updated name on it every 4-5 weeks....
And i used to keenly keep them updated by addin names to the list...for i never took these things so seriously anyway...
But now my reaction was a different one....
"oh..comeon....When will you gals take me seriously??" i asked.
"When you really will be serious..." was the answer i got.

I bluntly changed the conversation to something else...coz i knew i could never convince her that finally I have become serious.....that finally theres a name on my list that i cant find the courage to erase...
And strangely....this is the first time i hav not a single nerve in me that has enough dauntlessness to go and tell the gal how i feel abt her...Coz i knw her answer...and i dont wanna hear that "NO!"...

PS:
I realised that i am whinin a lot these days on my blog....I know it sucks...
Well...I hope this will be the last of the series of whining posts...I am sorry i made you read all this crap till now...

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

...The perfect Rose...



  • You find the "perfect" ROSE ever seen but you have no one to give it to...No use of it...is there??
  • You finally find someone whom you would really want it to keep...but you never gather enough courage to give it...No use of it..is there??
  • You gather the courage to give it to someone...but the person refuses to accept it...No use of it...is there?

Wats the point of all this you ask???
Well...just that on my way back i saw the most beautiful Rose at a flower shop...
And NO...this is not abt how i felt the urge to buy it and realised..."Oh my god!! i hav no one to giv it to!!" [This realisation occurs to me evry now and then!!! :-D]

Its just that...Everything you do in life needs a complete cycle to be complete...
You start with HOPE and end with SUCCESS...
This is applicable to everything you do in life....dont you think??

So...what do you do when you start with something thats just not "meant to be"!!!Whom will you blame in the end??

You might come across a person whom you think you are in LOVE with....
But what if somehwer down the line you know that it might never just happen between you both...
You just hope and pray that it will some day...but it might never happen...
What do you do??
Accept it...Smile...and get on with your life...

Thats what i have decided to do...
Isnt it better than just keep walking down the wrong road untill you realise you are too far to turn back and return...
LET IT GO...thats the answer...YOU HAVE BETTER THINGS COMING YOUR WAY...

"The brightest of ideas and feelings are a complete waste if they have no takers..."


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