Monday, March 28, 2005

..Love is all around...

Plz Note: I hav been gettin a lot of Comments for this post sayin this story is not true...Ppl...Isnt that OBVIOUS!!! The "soul" of this post was something else...too bad very few (Read Animesh and Kay) got it....
:-P




My visits to the doc's place has increased for the past few days {Damn...this cold...}
I went today for a common cold but returned with a "pain" in the heart....Here's what happened...

Theres usually a long queue at my docs place and it frustrating sometimes...I went early today to make sure i wont have to wait for long...I scanned through his 'dated' magazines in his waiting room and looked at his cabin door....(Damn the patient inside was takin soooo long...) And then she entered...
I took one look at her...She gav a smile and i returned it with my dimple...
She came and sat a bit far from me...Now...generally i dont talk to strangers...(and never to strangers who are gals!!...) But then she was around 15-16 and i said to myself what harm would a cute 15 yr would do to you...besides i had to pass my time and there was hardly anything else to do...
So...i pulled myself closer to her and made a faint "HI" sound...She looked at me with strange suprised eyes...Before i could say anything else,she said,"Hi...I have AIDS..."

I looked at her....trying to sink in what i had just heard....and the next thing that came out of my mouth almost at the very next second was..."SO???" I put on a vague smile and said,"So...thats an excuse for not talking to me??"
Her surprised eyes suddenly gleamed and she laughed...
"No...generally people tend to ignore me..."
ME: "Well...generally you must not be meeting people like me..." (I couldnt think of anything else to say...)
And then we started talkin....
Her name...Sunanya...
We talked for about 10 mins after that (nothin special...just abt her school and stuff...)
The cabin door opened and it was my turn to go in...
I looked at her and i just knew i had to do this...
"I would love to be in touch with you...",I said. I dunno why but my heart was pounding like hell...

She took a pause and all she said was...
"I wont...because i would hate to loose people like you..."

I looked at her one last time and turned back...
I knew i had done the right thing and i couldnt stop smiling....The words she used helped me realise i am not at all a bad person :-)
While returnin back...i passed the waiting room and waved BYE to her...

I know it sounds silly....but i want to have more of the doc's visits!!!
I feel a pain in the heart when i think of what happened...But at the same time i feel happy...
Happy about the fact that she knows how to live Life...

Saturday, March 19, 2005

Healing your heart...


I came across these quotes in...beleive it or faint...A Medical Journal at my doctors place...


"The descision of the first kiss is the most crucial one in any Love story,It changes the relationship between the two people forever.It is even more crucial than the final surrender, for "the first kiss" is itself a very big surrender..."



"When in doubt whether or not to kiss a pretty woman...Always go ahead and kiss...Give her the benefit of doubt..."


The walk...

Ever noticed that wen you are walkin on a road...You hardly meet or see the person twice in your life...It may be your most frequently used road...but hardly do you see the same face again...If you havent noticed this...start doing it...You will be surprised!!
No...I am not bringin to your notice or tryin to convince you that the population is increasing far beyond control (even if i am not...It really is by the way...) I am just trying to know WHY??
I mean you do meet your friends sometimes on this road...but this occurs 1 of 10 ten times!!!

Its like you hav been put in a new world everyday!! Think about "your" best friends....they could easily hav been "my" best friends!! "YOU" could easily hav been "ME"!!
What i am tryin to say is...Ther has to be some reason for the way you r leadin your life...A reason for whom you choose your friend...whom you like...whom you dont...whom you more than just "like"...
A reason for whom you meet frequently and whom you dont or cant...irrespective of wherther you want to or not...
A reason for whom you fall in Love...whom you hav fallen in Love...whom you hav fallen out of Love...whom you are goin to fall in Love...
A reason for the NETWORK you are forming...

I read Micheal Jackson say this.."It feels good...actually great to be the best known pop singer in this world today...but it could easily have been someone else...God chose me from all others and i thank him for that..."

I hav no idea what i wanted to convey...no idea if ever i had anything to convey has really come out in this post...But its a new post at the end of it all ;-)
So...wat the heck!!

Friday, March 04, 2005

TING TING TING....

I was sittin in my class...almost asleep [The lectures are really boring...they always are...plus the profs arent babes either!! ;-D] wen i heard the tinglin sound...
Some gal had entered the class (Dont ask me who...the gals in my class are not worth lookin at...)
I am stressin on the SOUND not the gal here [wow...this is new :-D]
It was a small bell attached to her bag that was makin the sound...it was soooooo damn CUTE!!!!

I hav always loved these things...I hav always wanted to giv one to someone....They r like the cheapest and the most purrfect gifts!!!!

No....i am not advertising these bells or anything....The point i am tryin to make is...
DAMN IT....I am like the best BF a gal cud hav!!! i mean...who else wud think the tingling sound which disturbs evryone evrytime the damn bag moves even a little as CUTE!!!!
Plzz someone come and ask me to buy a bell !!!
...lol...lol..lol...
:-D
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